Oasty

Another "I'm not dead" post!

Added 2022-09-13 04:37:16 +0000 UTC

Hello again!

After all that talk of overcoming anxiety on my last post, how I'm not gonna worry so much... I guess that's still true, but that didn't account for my lack of motivation to make anything in the first place. I am still picking away here and there, and seeing the uh... reaction to that information is both interesting and demotivating somehow..

But somehow that Riamu takeover of the SilvaGunner channel reminded me how silly and fun it is to just do what you want, being reminded of the Antonymph video got me nostalgic for what I wish I had growing up, rather than being the group that just made fun of it all :(

ANYway here's a song I finished almost a year ago exactly, and avoided uploading "so I wasn't just bandwagoning on Deltarune", yet another bit of twisted logic of trying to succeed by the video's own merit rather than just "oh deltarune thing I like I click", and once I got over that whole thing I got demotivated on the visual side after one attempt of not liking how the goose looked;

But I'm holding onto this shred of apathy from the edible I had on the weekend that was way too strong and continuing on from scratch with a new ultrasimple style like the sleep-deprived konosuba one:

I will try my best to upload SOMETHING from this soon. My only gripe with the audio is that I want to make the super-low piano "funnier" like it is in the original.

Also, I haven't been completely inactive, I've participated in a few game jams (they did not all turn out well ,`:^j) and I might be working on polishing up Gob Stoppers (at least making custom models for it)