So upon watching it, I was really worried at the beginning because you looked like you had been crying. Then my worry changed to be for your mother after that nightmare of an Uber ride. I'm glad she made it safely, and will certainly keep her in my prayers for the next little while.
On the note of Seven Month Stephen (I dunno why that's the name that came to mind for him, but it'll stick for now), there's no reason you should feel any kind of way about him. You're absolutely not what he's looking for in a woman regardless of how he may fantasize that you are. I personally don't know any woman, past or present, that would fit into that kind of mold as perfectly as he wants. One of the best things for my relationships has always been working on myself and just trying to love my partner as best I could for however long I had with her. Each of my exes has had a lasting impact on my life that I can see even today. I sincerely hope he is able to find what he needs to be able to change for the better, and that he'll take that opportunity and capitalize upon it.
Good luck with the student loan repayments. Mine are entering repayment again too, and I don't even use anything from the degree I have anymore.
As for the frequency of your posts, I'll never be angry about that. You have a life outside of content creation, even if it's how you make your living right now. I'll miss you while you're gone, but I'll only ever be happy to see you again, just like with any other friend. Our interactions are limited, mostly one-way, and largely parasocial, but I consider you to be a special friend nonetheless.
Sorry for being a touch long winded. I hope you have a fantastic rest of the week, and that all goes perfectly for your mom! π«β₯οΈ
GymBahb
2023-09-26 04:39:36 +0000 UTC
Ok ok when you opened I was like Jibby about to be like itβs getting hot in here so take off all yourβ¦ phew π I was like yeah it is Jibby missed a tease joke.