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Slipknot - Snuff REACTION

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You guys gotta stop killing me with the emotional numbers tho💀

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Some of the best lyrics the band has ever written imo

The Oddball

Slipknot's 'The Devil in I' please bruv.

Pauli Living-Crowning

Please watch the Spit It Out acoustic he did at the same show, it's so fun!

April

Bro that song hits me the same way. No shame in my game bro. I feel if it doesn't touch ya like that then you have no heart or feelings or been through something of the sort. All good brochatcho. Have a gooder day.

Robert Hutchins

Downlaoded patreon only after finding your channel on youtube the other day. You are without a doubt my favorite reaction content. Keep doing your thing man and dont ever feel bad for letting your emotions out like that. Thats what music like this is meant for.

Shadow of Envy

Commenting late as I've only recently joined your patreon. I watched to the end and just wanted to commend you on showing your emotions and vulnerability in that moment, it's not easy. I just wanted to reach and give you a hug. It's your true and honest reactions that made me subscribe, it's a joy to watch you. Keep being you! I hope by going down this metal path some of your buried emotions and trauma can be worked through and released so you can heal. My father was a waste of space, so I can relate on a certain level, and metal was such an amazing emotional outlet growing up, and even now in my 30s. We're all here with you 💚😊🤘🏻

Chloe

It's seriously incredible of you to share these very personal moments with us. I'm just sitting here feeling all these feelings with you. Thank you for letting us in like this.

Tabea Wonnebauer

Crying and making jokes about cocks is what life is about. Keep doing you bro

Kranch

As another person with autism, I feel like this song hits hard when applied to many of the relationships in our lives. Family, friends, lovers, the whole spectrum. It can be hard to find the proper relationships, and weed out the ones that are not necessarily the best for us. Other people don't make that easy, especially when we have trouble in this area to begin with. I'll just say, everything you're feeling with this song, I feel it too. We all feel it.

KylarLorne

The song was written for the AHIG album, Paul encouraged him to put that song on the album. It wasn’t written for Paul, but these performances are dedicated to him.

Enterjudas

I forgot about this song until a few months ago. Then it hit me like a ton of bricks when i relistened. I felt the waves again when i watched you just now. Ive, like a few others, have never joined a patreon until i watched you. You dont have all the glitz and glamour with your reactions. Just you. And your feelings and thoughts. And excitement and joy. And it's so refreshing. 💙

mallorie

Music can move us in so many ways. This song hurts to listen to and that acoustic performance is a guaranteed cry. Corey has a crazy ability to channel his emotions. I watched every second of your video… cried along with you. This track is a kind of a one-off for the band and expresses the pain of that time in their life. Even maggots have to turn down the tempo once in a while… love you man! Always be yourself and let your emotions out… it’s much better than keeping that stuff inside.

Jim Bowhall

I look for answers in music that people in real life don't really give you. They will put it in their music though. That means you get to go to some really deep places though that will often release big emotions. I get to do that in the privacy and safety of my own home with no one watching. For you to just dive in the deep end, not knowing what you're getting yourself into and in front of an audience is such a courageous thing to do and I have a huge amount of respect for it. You've also managed to be one of the most consistently real and authentic people and reactors I've had and have the privilege to watch. Take good care of yourself, feel hugged and you've come a long way 🤗

ZITR0ENCHEN

Right! I don’t want to sound patronising but I’m so fucking proud of him for feeling his feelings and not getting to angry about it this time, he’s growing so much, and as much as these songs can hurt they also heal. I wish he’d had these in earlier years like we did, maybe he would have felt some solace and not felt as alone going through the things he has. I’m really happy to be part of his family that has found him, I hope he realises how much we are all cheering him on from all over the world ♥️

Kate Coleman

This song will always have a special place in my heart despite it being one of the worst things I've ever been through. This goes back to when I was with my oldest father. He made me feel like the angry person portrayed in this song. I never felt like I was enough with him, so it became the hate that was love. I wanted him to let me go so I could leave because I didn't have the strength. I desperately wanted to leave, but there was always a new reason that held me back. He was the love, the angel, the hate, and I was rage, love, and pitiful. I wasted seven years of my life on him. The last few years I didn't want to know if he truly loved me. I would have hated him less, and I would have stayed. When I finally got the strength to walk away, this song was still relevant because I still didn't want to know if he loved me. Hell, I didn't even want to know if there ever was a point he did. I cry every single time I hear this song because it takes me back to that time. I remember it so well, and it breaks me because I am far from the person I was then. Even now I don't want to know if he ever loved me. It also makes me feel liberated in a way because I know I'm free from feeling trapped. I learned to let go of the past, but I'll never be able to forgive him. The hatred will always be there, but the love as well because he gave me the most amazing thing in my life. He used to always tell me to wait until she grew up and she'd see who I was and would hate me. I, however, never spoke negatively about him in front of her because I always wanted her to make her own decision. She's a teenager now, lives with me full time, and hates him. Again, I never once pushed that narrative. He got married and had three more kids. He built his own little family and essentially left her in the dust. It's a negative because it hurts her, but it's also a positive that we rarely have to interact with him. I can look back and say I have him to thank for making me who I am. I cried with you throughout all of it. Also, I can relate to the relationship with your mother topic. I don't have a good one with mine. She's still in my life, and she adores my girls, but there's too much damage for it to ever be repaired. We love you, dude. 💜

Rebecca Linthicum

Your genuine reactions and that you replay, you let yourself feel it is so relatable. It helps knowing too that other people feel the same way about the music that we do, even if we have different interpretations about them or what they mean to us personally. This is absolutely a song about loss, anger and pain. I share nothing but love and respect for you opening up to us and experiencing the reasons why we love them through another person.

Samantha Cates

Same here.

ShannonDarling

I cried along with you, I have been a quiet supporter since your first stray kids reactoon I don't comment usually but just wanted to say we are your extended family now sending much love to you I love your reactions you are the only person I have ever joined the patron for.

Tracy Hooley

I am just so happy you exist! Most of us listen to this song and others alone, and cry alone. When you react to our favorite songs (and they're our favorites because of the emotions they're able to pull from our most precious moments) it gives us the chance to sit in our room alone and cry WITH you. And luckily for us, you always say something awkwardly out of place to make us laugh. That's incredibly special. You're like a distant relative or homie we've just never got the pleasure of meeting. Well...at least that's how I feel about the situation. So from the bottom of my heart, I truly thank you for doing what you do even though it's sometimes uncomfortable and others a little difficult

ShannonDarling

Big hug Teddy!!!

Monstanna

I dont know if ive ever commented...so hello. In my opinion family are the people you 'choose' to call family and let into your heart...the bioligical relatives are just that-biological inputters-and if they cause you pain you do not have to have them in your life. Again thats my opinion and my experience. I only have my little brother (hes 52 but you know lol)-i use to chase him down the stairs with a fork when we were teenagers cos i hated the git but he is the only one who has consistently been there for me. Its taken me all these years to tell him 'love you' but once i said it it comes easy now. You chose to feel Patreon as your extended family and i hope it continues to make you feel happy and loved and emotional-you deserve it. Sorry for the long windedness i hope i didnt bore you xx

Nicola Mangnall

Teddy, I found you from your 1st SOAD reaction…then saw the Slipknot ones and more SOAD…and I have stayed (and joined Patreon) because of who you are. I appreciate how your reactions are emotional (whether happily yelling Oy! Wanting to punch things. Appreciating “that’s a bar!” Or feeling a song to your soul). Like you said of Corey Taylor having a big pair of balls to lay himself bare like that…look at your own balls 😉 It takes a lot to share difficult things and like everyone else, I hope that release is helpful and heals you. No matter how many times you pause or go back to hear or see something again, I for one Teddy, will always stick around til the end. Much love ❤️

Amy C

Teddy, I've been thinking about your reaction all afternoon. This is the first time I've seen you allow yourself to cry it all the way out. You usually growl, and walk off camera until you can control it. This was beautiful. I'm so sorry to hear about your relationship with your mom. My husband has a similar story. Neurodivergence with an abusive, intolerant mother, who also permitted abuse from his step father. Just an absolute failure as a mother, and as a human. He final cut her out in his mid 40's, and it allowed him to finally begin to do the work to heal, and figure out who is without the anger. As shitty as it is to have to do, I'm glad you figured it out earlier. A shared genetic code doesn't equate to family. You can make your own. You're making one here. You are supposed to be here, and the people who love you, really love you, and they love you for who you are. Starting with your kids. I hope this song can give you something to look to when you need to find some authentic feelings, like what you showed us today. ♥️

Lindsay Adair

Corey Taylor is one of those rare voices rock gets sometimes, and is a hugely intelligent guy. As you're in Blighty, check out season 14 episode 3 of QI - he is a panellist, holds his own surrounded by comedians. He comes across very well, and just did it because he loves the show and happened to be in the country while they were filming

Patrick Perry

These songs are for most of us, serious emotional outlets. For me personally ive suffered with depression for years now, I can't actually remember when I last felt genuinely happy in my mind. These songs though, these songs express words I could only dream of speaking out loud. Now with your reactions, it's doing the same thing. With these songs that are so relatable and close to home, seeing your reaction and analysis into the lyrics helps me further, it makes me feel I'm not alone. Thank you for helping me heal Teddy.

Josh Hallifax

Mate…. We want real reactions… not fake reactions for the sake of views and audience demand…. And you fulfil it because there’s no faking the raw emotion we see you go through watching these…. It’s like I’m listening to this song again for the first time and in a morbid way , I’m so so happy that you felt this way because I reacted the same way… and I can relate to your emotion… it’s the closest thing to forgetting your favourite film and watching it again for the first time… and that’s why I’ll carry on watching you dude… cuz for someone who hasn’t been down this road of metal artists for very long… you’ve already come to appreciate how talented these guys are at writing their songs and the various way they can demonstrate it… and the fact that it usually goes a lot deeper than screaming into a mic… music is emotion… its fucking refreshing beyond belief… so in other words ! Thanks man !…. Also ! If you enjoyed that ! Check out vermilion part 1+2 of slipknot…. Part 2 will get you I reckon ! Many more suggestions for you but don’t wanna overload bro ! Peace ! PS everything about your mother… is the same feeling I have towards my father…. Don’t ever fucking let me know… much love man… giving you the biggest cyberhug 👊🏻

Jp Lockwood-Lee

Love you Teddy!!! Glad you're finding music that helps you open up and share your thoughts and feelings. Heavy Metal has saved my life and I am still in love with it because it makes me feel not so f*cked up. Or at least not alone. I know when a song speaks to me I always have that song and I'm never alone. Keep it up friend! Sending love and positive thoughts to you from America!

Sarah Elizabeth

Oh Teddy ♥️ I hope this is healing journey and not too much of a painful one 😔 I think people are recommending these heavy (in a different way) songs to help you release and to show the many talents and diversity of metal, I mean, snuff was on the same album a psychosocial if you’d believe it 😅 I hope it is a good release, we all care about you man 😊 you’re incredibly loveable, and you handled your emotions really well in this, it’s a rough song, I can’t get through the live version without it breaking me. Love you Teddy ♥️

Kate Coleman

rip paul he was a legend and will forever be remembered especially for corey since he has a tattoo of him ,teddy love u so much please stay as pure as you are .

Firas Ayadi

I know Slipknot since I was 11-12 years old. First snuff was like a love song/breakupsong for me. When I got older and after being through tough times this song hits me every-time because of how much I can relate to this feeling of not deserving and self hatred. How much we hurt ourselves or feel like a burden to someone we love. How much we push people away but are still hurt when they turn their back on us even it’s our own fault. I’m so glad to be able to watch you walk through this journey. And I’m often shock how much I can relate with you and how you can talk about that stuff that’s going on inside. Where I’m not able to find words. So thank you ❤️

Chrisy

he and one of his best friends paul (former bassist) wrote this song back in the day about a failed relationship. after paul's passing corey dedicated this song to him, which is why it's so heavy for him now and why he keeps looking to the sky while singing. i appreciate your honest reaction and openly showing those emotions to us. take care, teddy.

Claudia

As a fan of Slipknot for more than 20 years. This performance still gets me to this day. Very emotional especially his solo acoustic version. Thanks for reacting to this. The song originally was about a previous ex partner that he had but in recent times it's more used as a tribute song to Paul Grey (ex-Bassist) who passed away.

Daniel Griffin

This was more of a soft song, Corey Taylor wrote this song for a member of the band that passed. Every live performance of this song that I’ve seen, you can see Corey tearing up.

Cassidy Glenn

Finally! This was my suggestion. This song hits so hard. I knew you'd love it. Watching him sing this is a gut punch. Teddy, I hope this was cathartic. ♥️

Lindsay Adair


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