My Thoughts on Youtube

With the current status of YouTube, I've been put in an awkward place in the spectrum as an Upcoming Youtuber. It sucks that I am not in the position where i was already making some sort of consistent finances through YouTube and Ad Revenue, but i made SOME! definitely less than the usual threshold of $50 a month.

I started noticing a decrease in Ad Rev when i knew my videos were getting the most views it has ever gotten ever and i was only making less than $10 a month. On top of that, this month in particular, i probably had the MOST VIEWS I HAVE EVER GOTTEN in a very long time and a pretty decent watch 

time considering my channel, BUT i only made about $2. It blew my mind. At 

the same time i felt extremely discouraged because I started making videos 

with the workforce of 69 men! I went in with confidence that I will be able to make something of myself on this platform. I was confident in my abilities as a personality and as a hard worker that I CAN DO THIS! 

After everything that is happening now, I feel depressed. I feel like all my hard work is for nothing. What i built is now crumbling to pieces. Even getting an email from Youtube to taking down my NekoPara Vol 2 series from Youtube because of the hentai portions of it. I honestly feel like my Youtube is going to be taken down pretty soon.. 

To be quite honest, My Patrons, you keep me motivated to keep creating the content i create. A small number with a small amount income from it but you know what! it helps.

Though I still feel defeated by Youtube's stricter rules and Ad Policies. Its honestly destroying my channel and i dont know what to do at this point. I am currently planning to demolish the HermVlog. Keeping HERMSAURGaming in the back, and creating a new Channel ReDoing HERMSAUR if all fails. Redo everything from the ground up. But right now HERMSAUR is still alive. its just, what can we do to fix this problem? How will Youtube recover? How will we recover? i dont know.. It doesn't show but i do stress heavily and im literally at a loss for words. to think that view wise and minutes wise this is one of the best months i have had, yet i didn't gain any progress from it.