The Sacred (lyrics draft)

I was gonna post this earlier but my internet keeps dying rip. 

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Sound the alarm

Heaven has fallen, they'll act like it hasn't 

But sound the alarm

Let silence be broken, let free the unspoken

Oh, sound the alarm

If we have to go to war

Then sound the alarm, we've fallen so far

The death of a third of Heaven's stars

I'm not trying to make a statement 

And I'm not trying to be a saint

I'm just a warning to those who I'll outlive 

And to those who I'll leave through the pain

I'm a reminder that they can say they love you, then leave you dead in the rain

Oh, this is the farce

Yeah, this is the play

Of the sacred and the profane

Why do I have to promise love when i was born from nothing but? 

And why do I have to smile through all my tears when they left me here to rot? 

I'm just the best left of myself cause everything I held is dead

And as I say "I love you"

You'll run me through

But you'll still know me by all the lies I've said

They gave me these scars

They'll never admit it, I know that you see it

The blood and the tar

Running through my veins

Instead of the love they used to grace

I used to wonder just how hard I'd have to scream til someone notices something is wrong

Now I know it's the silence that's crystal still

While I taste the smell of a burning corpse

I don't wanna die but frankly I don't give a shit if I live through this

What difference does it make if neither Hell or Heaven, to me, would be bliss

I wanna face the sky with bloody teeth like this is something I would miss

I hope I die with a halo of blood beneath me, and you send me off with a kiss

I don't know why you stick around

I don't care if you do

I was lost and was never found

Did you think the one who would save me was you? 

I was dead way before I hit the ground 

So let me tell you something I know to be true:

You can't someone who doesn't want to be saved

But I think you knew that too