update ~ big news about my health and the rest of the content for this month!!!

goo morning goo morning goo morning!!

hii everyone i hope your september is going wonderfully! this time of year is also pretty stressful for people, so i hope its going okay for you!! i for one and happy summer is over ! cooler air is so much nicer

so, some of you that follow my second twitter account (@candysqz2) probably noticed me tweeting about a huuuge change in my life. basically, this week i safely stopped taking a medication that i've been on for awhile. it was a hormone medication that helped with my endometriosis pain. instantly after being off of it for 24 hours, my entire body felt SO much better. i was in a lot less physical pain, i was a lot less bloated, etc. lots of really instant positive changes to my mood and my body happened at once

its been about 4 days now and i'm feeling so much better still. the pain it was helping me avoid is back so i'm still in a lot of it, but the improvements on other parts of my life are so worth it i don't really care. i'm going to have a lot more good days and a few bad days now rather than a lot more medium-bad days in a row. 

ive been able to do an insane amount of work and cope with my mental health a lot better in the past four days, if i seem a lot happier and more personality filled lately it's because i am again LOL

i still have a few dms to answer from you guys this month, i think right now i have about 14? maybe a few more! i'm going to be working through those and answering them the best i can soon. it's a lot easier for me not but it's still not "easy" if you get what i mean!

about my last two costumes for this month:

i sadly don't think i have time to go out and take tennis peach stuff on a tennis court this month, i'm having some financial trouble (right before we're supposed to move,,, lol so frustrating !!) and my roommate and i are working harder on our side hustles for the rest of this month so i don't think we'll have any time on her days off to do something that big. i'm going to maybe do something else, like maybe some selfies of her or something? in my house until we get the time to do her outdoors.

chii is coming along okay! i have some of my photos for her done and sadly don't think i'll be able to do what i wanted to do for her, but i'll still post something!!!

i dont have any real meaningful updates about any other projects, i'm working on them and doing them and don't have a good date for when they'll be done- but soon! it's been a lot easier to focus and work on things this week after stopping my pills. 

thank you guys so much for always being supportive, patient, and kind

i've been really really struggling this year and having this community is really helping me get through it all. i love you all genuinely and honestly and am so grateful to have you here supporting me and my dreams. 

lets have a good rest of September together~!