mid month update!!! problems, solutions, and plans!

hello my lovely lovely patrons!! i love all of you so much and really hope youre doing well!! my health is finally looking up, i've been moving around a lot more and my lungs are feeling kind of better! im working my hardest and trying really hard to stay in positive spirits!!! 

Updates on my current WIPs!

Modeus, I'm really upset because my silly ass bitch self didn't remember to schedule my cosplay to be done before the Helltaker anniversary, which is literally why I was doing her this month. She's one of my favorite cosplays I have and I'm remaking her horns with my new materials, they're drying right now and I'm going to do my photoshoot in the next few days.

Erufuda has been done but I haven't been able to keep food down recently, so filming a mukbang is literally so difficult right now haha!!!! She looks really cute and I love how it turned out, I hope my pics are cute for you guys!!!

Ai is also done but I'm waiting until I have a day with good weather to film my video for her! She looks great. I'm pretty unhappy with the skirt but my body doesn't look that great in pleated skirts, wide wide hips and smaller waist is so hard to drape correctly. I'm working on better designs for my body right now and might just use those in the future instead of trying my hardest to make them look better.  

Lum's shorts are literally in my lap half finished as I'm typing this LOL!!! I'm sewing her right now, she has a lot still left to be done, I need to finish her horns and add the tinsel to her wig, but wow is it going to look cute!!! I love Lum she's my favorite I've done recently so I hope she looks great. I love love love retro cosplay and want to make more!!!

And for the really, bad, news, I bought a wig from Arda wigs on backorder back in February or so, for Pochaco. I thought it would be here by now, they've partially fulfilled my shipment already,  but it's seeming more and more like she won't be here until after May. I'm so upset because besides the VKS photoshoot, I was planning on wearing a Pochaco costume to the convention I'm going to this month, as well as work on my first zine that is all just my various Pochaco costumes. My old wig, the one I wore for my Pochaco meat day costume, is not very good and doesn't fit me very well, I made it before I realized how much bad cosplay upsets me, and while it looks cute in photos it is not the move if you know what I mean. I think, if it would be okay with you guys, I'd love to do Modeus's gym costume and take some cute workout esque pics! I might even do it at my gym since it's always empty haha.  Please let me know what you guys think! I can also just do another cute outfit or more pics of Ilulu, etc, since I am wearing it to a con this month!

My shop is also coming okay, my friend decided to help me finish my shop. I'm so sorry it's taken me so long, I just really have not been mentally clear or well enough to understand what I'm doing while also working and finishing stuff and writing LOL... I know thats really pathetic, I'm mostly just anxious I'm doing something wrong and am too scared to finish alone.


Also,  make sure you vote in this month's poll! It's a little bit obvious who's winning so far, so make sure your vote is counted!!

I love you guys and I hope you're all doing well! Tell me about your month so far!! Let me know what you think I should do instead of Pochaco! I love you !!!!!!!!!!!!