new video dropping tomorrow

almost have your alls longer cut of the next installment done

i really wanted to thank all of you for your continued support of me and my channel.  i know im not the most speedy at things but i am catching up and if youre new, welcome.  

my youtube channel for years, was flat.

in the last 4 days i have grown by almost 12k followers and some of my videos have now reached 150k and 200k views in a matter of days.  so shits been doing crazy on trying to keep that all squared away.  i tell you what youtube really is the wild west of social media.  i have some of the meanest, nastiest, most hateful things said to me there, shit if they said to me in person would end up with them getting punched in the face. but thankfully i also have some of the nicest, sweetest, and warmest support which lead some of you here.

i am many things in life. i write, i smith, i model, im an archaeologist, im a sailor, im a parent, and a spouse but what i just like to consider myself is a story teller.  i like telling people the things that are in my head.  sometimes they are dark or sad... happy... flirty.... dangerous.  i want to tell these things in a way to makes people actually lean forward into the screen like you would when youre having an intimate conversation with a dear friend. just the two of you and to hell with the rest of the world. ive really been working hard on my video skills as i normally type to get my point across but now i am doing it mostly without words.   how do i take the same steps over and over and over again and make them fresh and exciting? how do keep you all happy while im going down this path? i think im figuring this out slowly.  i hope my video work is getting better (ive been researching and studying like crazy) i want to tell you all great tales.  i want you to feel what i feel without telling you.  maybe someday ill get it.  time to get back to work . i just had to tel you all that

until we meet again