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Bloons TD 6 Review | Losing It™ Edition

I relinquish any and all hold on my sanity,

I embrace the freedom of oblivion.

Buy on Steam: https://store.steampowered.com/app/960090/Bloons_TD_6/

I know I took a long ass time to get to this. TL;DR struggled with methylphenidate withdrawal, I got clean, but that doesn't mean my brain magically starts working like people might believe. On the plus side, experienced good amounts of ego death and had my hubris unravel, which is a necessary component of having the self awareness to see that i'm an overpaid clown.

More stuff coming sooner.
Probably shorter and rougher, but that's a lot more fun.

Sincerely,
Sseth

Bloons TD 6 Review | Losing It™ Edition

Comments

So yeah there you have it. I don't think I can convince anyone of anything with any single comment, however I will say this: ADHD is effectively a medicalized personality type. People who previously might have been described as having impulsive, or having problems with delaying gratification, or being chronic daydreamers. Methylphenidate is a performance-enhancing drug that is allowed to be prescribed because there is a corresponding "ailment" to treat. I'm not saying ADHD is invalid, or that taking a modern drug to treat it is "cheating." I like to think that the modern era, with the internet and television and games and all the other endless vices we have on tap, bring out the worst of people who have the tendencies that comprise ADHD. However, I'm not entirely convinced that medication is needed to treat it. It certainly shouldn't be considered a front-line treatment anyway. If you give it a shot, don't feel pressured to keep taking it. And don't be afraid to ask your prescriber for a smaller dose or something either. And lastly from me, try getting exercise and eating well if you aren't already. There are no negative side effects to doing that.

So methylphenidate will kill your appetite. This synchronizes terribly considering the drug itself basically makes you want to expend more energy. Ergo you need to consciously force yourself to eat. You will also feel really tired after the effects wear off. It is not a magic cure, essentially you will be in a train of thought for its duration. No absent mindedness, no listlessly doing nothing. The thing is this train of thought can be about anything. Multiple times I took it and instead of being productive I just played Victoria 2 or somesuch for 6 hours straight. You might get this kind of high, where you feel like everything is going great and you're accomplishing things, even if you're just browsing the internet at turbo speed. You might also feel relaxed or really fucking anxious depending on what stage your at. I believe this has to do with how much of an empty stomach you have and how dependent you've become but I stopped taking it before I could get to the bottom of it. To segue, I stopped taking it because when it wears off you crash, you feel sleepy and slow. You start to notice you feel empty in the mornings before you take it, and if you don't take it (which you shouldn't every few weeks to avoid tolerance), that empty depressive feelings stays and worsens, along with feeling sluggish.

I havent even played video games for years. Then my best friend recommended one of your videos so I'll never need vidya again and can just watch you whenever i need a weapons-grade dose of adrenaline and autism. Thank you and take care Sseth.

Mello

I‘m thinking about getting on it, any advice? Can you change my mind?

take care king

Karol Kowalski

Great video, I hope you are ok after the doxxing.

MX_Xizz0r

Good vid, and do as you please. Always have fun and such.

Patty

Any chance we could get more polys on those feet visuals? It's not a deal breaker but it would be nice.

You made this just to post the memes.

Excellent video, 9/10, not enough chimp jokes

very good, thank you father, you shall receive a shekel for your work

toadman

Hey, clowns are very valuable contributors to society. They're like antidepressives, but in the shape of a person. Plus, I'm told you *also* function as a sleep aid, because, we manchildren no longer can get a deep-voiced adult to tell us ridiculously violent stories with a, hypnotic cadence.

^Ah yes, the two genders of tzeentach enjoyers^

StupidFuckingIslander

where can i find the porn

Hey Sseth, just here to thank you for all the entertainment you have brought me over the years. I love your videos and have watched them over and over again like a terminally ill Alzheimer’s patient who has the humor of a 20 year old retarded schizophrenic. I hope you will do well without your medication, I personally have had to take several different kinds of drugs in my life since I was 12 and so far none have helped, but I have always been lucky in the regard that I never really experienced withdrawals even with some hard core shit. So while I can’t really understand what you are going through I hope that knowing you are not alone when it comes to mental issues that can’t be „fixed“. With friendly regards A citizen of the reason why Israel exists Wie man so schön sagt: mache Panzer doch fahr sie in den Osten nicht, sonst kommt der böse Wicht, den Russen nennen sie ihn, aber er nicht viel Russisch spricht, wenn sie ihn gegen Armbinden man in die Rot-Armee einzieh‘n, die Tora in der Tasche, Kalashnikov in Hand, das ist ne schöne Sache, so kommt der Yiddsche Russe angerannt. Vielen Dank für ihre Aufmerksamkeit ich werde jetzt typisch deutscher Prozedur folgen und mich in Nürnberg von nem Amerikaner, für dieses Verbrechen an der Dichter Kunst, hinrichten lassen.

Ist ein Idiot der aus dem Müll kroch

Jokes on you loser, in the time since you recommended getting tested for ADHD and getting on meth(ylphenidate) on your DLive stream, I speedran an addiction to that stuff and got off it recently as well. But seriously congrats man. I was thinking about getting back on it, I'm taking this as a reminder not to.

hello puppy, discord link please??

Dear sseth, you give me entertainment and enjoyment of life. You're not a clown, but a real jewish comedian. God speed 🇮🇱💗

Can someone link me the discord?

Still one of my favourite youtubers and the only content creator I've never had doubts about staying a patreon to

Wow. I actually have a weird memory playing something like this. Isn't this a flash/browser game in the mid 2000s?

I enjoy even the weirdest shit you review.

Zelmor

Yeah I know, it's a trade-off, more just wondering if a particular side effect was getting unbearable, or if they weren't needed after Seth's medial paper was done.

Lew

No worries man take you time and take care dude.

Return to monke helped to combat addiction. Take care of yourself brother.

Take care of yourself, sseth, and take your time! Looking forwards to what you'll put out next.

Sseth we love ur vids amazing work man. DW we're all patiently waiting for your next uploads

bussin

Vibe

This game was probably the last thing I'd expect you to make a video of. Take care dude.

Kelephant

Don't worry man, always take care of yourself before worrying about getting a video out for us

well it’s pretty much the same as taking amphetamines every day

toadman

This is exactly the content I'm here for

Disk

Hell yes

I'm doubling the pay for extra imposter syndrome. Enjoy.

-Y-

Good to see your taking care of yourself, keep it up buddy.

You are not an underpaidclown Sseth, i love your stuff it brings me joy. I take pride in giving you that 1$ and seeing my name in the credits. If you get so much money from Patreon is because many people believe you deserve that. You are a really good source of entertainment. What i mean is, you might be a clown, but you are Fairly paid clown.

LadyLunaArtemis

On the max dosage of ER Methylphenidate myself. What hell awaits me when I try to get off

YHWH bless you, you drug addled maniac. Glad you're back.

Zhaofen

Same problem here with Ritalin LA. I don't know whether to function during work or stop taking it and maybe lose what I build up. Wish u all the best man.

Good for you, my brother. I hope you get clean.

Hassu Nimimerkki

Real shit, love the vids man. Hope the meth stuff is just shit posting but if not I'm happy your clean. Shits hard to kick.

Corben Smith

Overpaid? Maybe, I don't know how much does it cost to live in the UK, but no clown ;d

Typowy Laman

I remember playing Bloons TD 1 15 years ago in "Computer Science" classes in secondary school, good times

Really good video as always 👍

Shit, man, hope you're dealing with it well, thanks for the new video.

MrBadWithNames

Love you Sseth, take care of yourself and try to do lots of physical exercise, helps a lot for withdrawals of any kind.

Alexander Wittich

How come you stopped taking the ADHD meds my guy? Asking as I just started taking them

Lew

Is this what you will try to release going forward? Cause I personally liked it.

We love you Seth. You are big based man. Thanks for the content.

Strongmanlover52

Damn Seth, glad you're off the Ritalin. Don't worry about the videos and focus on getting yourself fully back on your feet. We love you buddy don't forget that.

Crooler1

Just glad to see you're still around and on the up. Take care of yourself.

Zeekums

You will find unending strength in the Lord that loves you more than you could possibly know!

That's rough my dude. At least you're working on it

Caffiend

Seth's been at this for quite a few years, most would of quit by now, so I think some time off is earned. I definitely agree that I'd love to see his videos a bit less polished, it'd add a lot more room for shit posting and freedom.

DropInOta

Sad to hear, good to see, you are taking some months to just be thee. That opening was like listening to Tyler Durden at the beginning of Fight Club. ...Do you where a painted smile on your face while editing these videos, IE clowns?

arkfallen

Thank you, Father

Life is suffering, meth will probably make it worse. It'll be ok bro

lomhow1234

dammit now MY hands are shaking

Wowser6466

good

Neat new vid

Anonymous

based

SASUGA SETH-KUN

Adderall is life, heart palpitations be damned

1upist

Get strong king. Love for all merchant brothers.

Take care of yourself, mate. Withdrawal is a bitch and I think that if you need a bit of extra financial support we wouldn't say no to a couple of extra paid posts.

Enrico Migliorini

hell yeah dude, gl cleaning up. hyped for all that extra jank

Glad to see you back in action, lord of the Merchants. You may be an overpaid clown, but to be fair, that's most of the entertainment industry. And unlike half of them, your stuff is actually really funny. Merchant for life.

Rook Prime

so stopping doing drugs is the problem?

Were we teased a bloodbowl 2 video?

Cladboy2

Take care of yourself, Sseth, we got your back

irgo

Shame to hear about withdrawal, keep up with the good work fellow jewish

SkeleTroller

What a time to post tower defence game, stay based king

Alhamdulillah

Withdrawal is a bitch, take care of yourself

Excuse you, he’s Jewish

Eric

Keep up the withdrawal king

Bingus Pingus

The line between sincerity and shit posting grows ever thinner

the sun god fights on the side with the most artillery

Axel Jobson

Well damn. hope you feel better soon, my dude

Ukraine invasion got my boy sseth swarthoid maxing

What a wild time to be alive

Thanks for the video!

Jishosan

Saw your wrist….. he’s white 😳😳😳

Dylan G

Cool now play Super Daryl Deluxe

Sseth made a monkey video and not some obscure rpg from the 90s, very strange

Josie Sartori

Congrats on the draft notice

First and damn you still alive?


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