Little Late Mid-Month Check In
Added 2024-09-18 07:08:10 +0000 UTCHi
I'm a little bit late this time but I want to keep these check-ins going, so here we go. This week has put a lot on my mind that's difficult to talk about. In short: positions at a family members workplace have opened up and they want me get my resume together and apply. It's been a major stressor for me for many reasons that are tough to articulate. To put it bluntly: I don't want things to change, I don't want to lose my free time, and I don't want to lose my motivation to do this art stuff. I just can't imagine myself getting any art done between having to got to a job.
I know I have to be serious about it though. Obviously, I need to be able to support myself, it just sucks to have to sacrifice things to do it. We'll see what happens.
I'll try to get some more stuff out soon! Right now if I'm doing anything that isn't thinking about my resume, I feel awful, but I'll get it done soon enough. I'm having issues because I've no experience outside of coursework, and I can't remember when I got my first certification, so it's been a struggle to get it together. I'll pull through though.
