We are all degenerates

So my birthday was yesterday, all I did was play games with my bff. It was the best day of my short life. Now I’m 29, I’m still living with a crazy person, my mom, and idk I feel weird. I’m older, I should be more older, I still have dreams and yet they feel unfulfilled. No gf but that’s my own fault for not putting myself out there as well as the fear of finding one who will accuse me of something due to all the crap I hear and read on the internet. Now a friend of mine is currently suffering because of the fear of what may happen to her grandfather and I just want to hug her. It won’t happen but I’ll still send virtual hugs.

I know it’s not much, but I want to do something to help her. Another friend of mine is also healing because of other reasons, sorry dude, I couldn’t read what happen because I am a scared little coward. I want to finish a chapter of my comic but doubt it will be finished this year due to my own lazyness. Point is, I feel like a failure despite not really being one? Idk maybe I’m just overthinking things. I love you all. You all are the reason I am still trying my hardest to succeed. I don’t want anything bad to happen to any of you, and yet I know it’s an inevitability because we can’t stop life from moving forward.

It’s like we all really are degenerates and I really envy that dude who came up with that name in our D&D group, because it fits way to well.

We all have things going on in our lives but I want you all to know that you can make it through. Don’t let any bump in the road stop any of you from being you. If I can make it so can all of you. No matter how dark the tunnel is, no matter how down you feel, there’s always a light, there’s always time to heal. We will make it together, because together we are ALL degenerates.