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Tired after driving lesson

Added 2023-06-02 20:13:55 +0000 UTC

I've been so productive lately, I feel so glad I'm not extremely depressed anymore.
One of my exes once told me that I used my depression as crutches, and for a while I wondered if it wasn't that bad and I was really doing it so I wouldn't have to do things I didn't want to do.
But now I know he was just being mean and it really was bad, to a point I couldn't even pretend to function.
I'm so glad this medicine is working, I feel like a normal human, with goals, dreams and I can actually work towards them.

Also, after I stopped taking the medicine that made me gain 14kg I already lost 7kg.
7kg in 3 months is crazy. I can finally recognize myself in the mirror again.
I wish I could freeze it at this weight, I really like it. I'm really bad at maintaining without losing.

Also, I have a waist again and the boobs are still nice and bigger than before. Win win.