Saturday Ramble #26

Told you guys I was going to do these more consistenly on Saturday :P

(Proceeds to die this week and never post again)

Anyways, to keep you up to date, this wednesday I was diagnosed with ADHD now by a psychiatrist and I have been prescribed with even more meds.

Supposedly these are anti-procrastination (?) but honestly I feel like I gulped a can of redbull and I’m extremely energetic during the day. I suppose that’s good for productivity.

On regards of my anxiety meds, at this date they should alredy be doing the 100% of its therapeutic effects on me, and I’d describe them as: “I don’t give a shit about stuff now” kind of effect, to put an example, the whole The Furry Ends twitter account was like, I’m going to draw shit here and not care about what engagement I get, and all that numbers anxiety I used to get from posting stuff, feels very toned down and that’s very good!

If you knew me personally I would be the kind of people who would call out someone spreading miss information in a conversation in which I would not be participating because that kind of stuff enrages me to no end, now with the meds I just… don’t care? focus more on my business, and that overall has been more healthy socially and mentally, I don’t stress on random stuff anymore, (although some of the anxiety prevails) I dare to say that the whole meds thing has been a success!

But I don’t want to do an early celebration, I’m still concerned about the secondary effects they could cause on me, since what I’m taking is also considered an anti depressant, I’m alert that it could cause emotional numbing. I’lll keep you updated in that regard as stuff comes out.

Art wise… Not many updates since last ramble, I won’t be doing Pride Month YCH for respect for those I have in my unfinished queue and patreon rewards, those are my main focus right now.

Work wise I believe is the biggest of updates, NAND division has succesfully transitioned to Solidigm and we migrated to the new office now! what this means is that future is certain and now I can manage my schedules betters, and plan long term easier. I can hardly state how much stress this was causing me, and it’s a mental toll specially juggling both, drawing and IT work. But I believe it has now come to a better era, and I’ll be able to perform better in both areas.

There’s nothing else in my mind right now for this ramble. Happy Pride Month! await for Pixeas and Henry weekly again, love you and bye :3