Lets get serious for a moment.

I'm sorry I didn't post anything today. I was informed about an hour ago that my family member in the US, my grandfather, has slipped into a coma and it's highly likely he won't wake up.
My family has discussed our options and made a decision. That's all I can say, really.

Again, while he and I were never all that close with him living in the US and all, he and his wife still helped me a lot. They helped me pay to go to uni, they helped house me when I stayed in the states, and they helped me find my first job in the industry.

I'm not asking for donations, I'm not asking for pity, and I'm not trying to use this as a blame tactic to why I've been shit this last month. I'm just letting you know my situation.

I'm still drawing these requests, but please let me have today to regain my composure. Anyone who's leaving here and are worried you won't get your piece, don't worry. I have your username and I will message you when it's completed, regardless if you're still subbed or not.

I'm sorry for this month. It's been a fast moving train wreck from the start and I should have managed it better.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you all so much for the support thus far, and also I'm sorry for the lack of quality I've displayed.

I know this is going to sound lame but I cherish each and every one of you. I want to make this my career, and each and every one of you are helping me towards that goal. I have some really strong competitions I don't think I'll ever match, but I'm trying my best. I am just one person who's trying to make everyone happy, and if you're happy then I'm happy.

Again, I'm really sorry. I'm trying to get to everyone, and I will deliver these rewards when I can. I'm hoping to get them all done by the 2nd at the very latest. I don't know if I'll stream it, but I will try.