SISSY BOY AT MILITARY SCHOOL CHAPTER 5

Yeah… my mum was just unbelievable and she really made me sad and angry. She never understood me and she even didn´t try. That was probably the worst thing. She even didn´t try to understand me. She just wanted me to be the classic proud boy… but I didn´t want to be that boy. I loved Julia and I probably started to love my costume for the school play. So what… I liked the silky material and how comfy the maid's dress was. Nobody could say anything about it. And the fight with my mother made me really sad because I realized that I won´t have an understanding mother… ever. The only comforting thing about the whole situation was Julia… my pearl… And as I said… After the fight, I locked myself in my room and texted her. I was so hoping that she will text me back immediately. I was sitting on the bed and in one hand I had my mobile phone and in the other was the maid outfit. It just felt so good touching the silky material. I was waiting and waiting for Julia to text me back… but it didn´t happen… because… she called me. I got so much nervous when I saw an incoming call from Julia on my phone. My hands started to shiver a little bit and… I just had to take the call… I have to…

“Hey, Julia…” I said when I picked up the phone.

“Hey, Ben… What happened? Are you okay?” she said and I could hear her caring voice. She really cared for me and it was such a lovely thing. I almost melted down….

“Ehm… yeah and no…” I answered. “I just had a great fight with my mother. She is just so selfish and she doesn´t understand me at all… she even don´t want to understand me and it just makes me so sad and angry at one time… why is she such a bad mother?” I explained myself. I just had to tell this to somebody and I trusted Julia with my life.

“OMG… Ben… I am so sorry about it. And why did you fight? What was the reason?” she asked.

“I told her about the school play… Well… she already knew about the school play and she asked me what role am I playing. So I told her that I will be your maid and she just couldn´t bear the fact that I will play a feminine role and even the maid… She wanted me to be the king or the knight… typical man… But I told her that I really want to be a maid and I explained to her that it will improve my acting skills so much… but she just didn´t listen at all!” I told Julia everything… I had nothing to hide from her and I trusted her that she will listen to me and maybe even help me.

“Ben… I am so sorry… I am sorry that I picked up the maid role for you… I had no idea that you will face such problems at home because of it. I am really sorry!” she apologized and I could hear that she feels kind of bad right now because if she wouldn´t pick up the maid role for me, then my fight with my mum wouldn´t have happened.

“Julia… don´t apologize! It is not your mistake at all. It is my mum´s mistake that she treats me like this… And I am really happy to play the maid role. I am! I was a bit embarrassed at first in the costume shop… you could see that. But then… I don´t even know how to say it. And I am probably a bit scared to say it aloud… but… I eventually liked the maid costume and the feminine dress… Even the underwear… which I am still wearing by the way… Even now… when I just had the fight with my mum… the first thing I did was lock myself in my room and I texted you and… I just pulled the maid dress out of the bag and I was touching it because it was kind of comforting… Please… don´t laugh… I know that it is just a bit strange but… I just had to do it!” I said and it really helped me to say everything aloud… especially to Julia because she was the only one who could understand it. She was at first a bit quiet and it made me a bit nervous. But then… she said:

“Ben… you are such a good boy! Such a good friend of mine. I would never laugh at you and I admire you that you told me this. No boy would probably have the courage to tell this to any girl and I appreciate this so much! You are the best! And again… I am really sorry about the fight with your mum. But I am here for you and I really love that you like our feminine clothes! It makes you even more attractive!” she giggled and I was really surprised. It makes me more attractive? Okay… This could actually be a good thing. I was a bit surprised that Julia likes me so much, especially when I am wearing feminine clothes. But I was so happy and glad that I could tell her about my troubles at home. She was really the only one who truly understood me.

“Thank you, Julia… I cannot even express how grateful I am for you… for our friendship. Without you… I don´t even know if I would be where I am… So thank you so much again… for everything! And I am really glad that you like me when I am wearing feminine clothes… because I like it as well!” I said and it was the truth… I felt… more like myself when I had the feminine clothes and even right now… I felt really good in the feminine underwear. And Julia was a very curious girl and she asked me:

“Mhm… have you ever tried your sister´s clothes at home… or your mum´s clothes? I heard that shy boys do it quite usually!”

“Ehm… no… I haven´t tried feminine clothes at home. I just haven´t thought of it at all… But thanks to you I discovered the beauty of feminine clothes. It is just so soft and smooth… and I kind of want to wear it every single day from now on!” I giggled and I heard that Julia was giggling as well.

“I get it, Ben! I really get it. And I don´t know why men can´t wear skirts, dresses and other clothes. It is so comfortable and why they should be robbed of it. That is such a shame. And we women… we would really like you to wear our clothes. You know… it is about equality and that is a very important thing. Women can wear jeans and shirts… so why couldn´t men wear dresses and skirts!”

“Yeah… you are absolutely right! Why couldn´t we wear feminine clothes when women wear male clothes? It is quite unfair!” I said and Julia was right. It should work the other way around as well.

“I have an idea, Ben! And I think you are going to like it! We could be the first couple who just isn´t afraid of this!” said Julia and she sounded really excited. I had no idea what she was thinking about and I asked her:

“What do you have in your mind? I am curious. I would like us to be the first couple to do something original!” And I especially loved when she used the word COUPLE. It was the first time she used it when she was talking about us. Was she really considering us already as a couple? That would be probably the best day of my life.

“Well… since you haven´t worn any feminine clothes and you don´t have any except the bought one for the school play… we could go shopping together… we could go shopping for you some pretty feminine clothes! I am sure you would love it and imagine how many things we have to buy for you! It will be such fun! I have never been buying feminine clothes for a boy and I can´t wait to experience this!”

When she told me this a little bit crazy idea… I just wasn´t sure that it was a good idea… I wasn´t sure if I was ready to do such a big step, but then… I looked again at silky clothes for the school play and it felt like the feminine clothes were reaching out to me and trying to persuade me to go shopping with Julia. And I really couldn´t refuse Julia… I couldn´t say no to her on any occasion. I loved her too much for it. She was the best girl I have ever met… And I already told you that I had a big crush on her… very big crush.

“Ehm… that is a really bold idea, Julia… and I mean… it is really tempting to go shopping with you! It is so much tempting! But I have to admit that I am a bit nervous… It will be just a little bit weird, right? Going shopping for feminine clothes for me… I mean… can you imagine a day spent like this? It would be awesome!” I said and the more I was talking about the more I really wanted to do it.

“Oh really? I am so happy that you are in! It would really be a dream day for me and for us. We would spend the whole day together and shopping is the best thing ever. We would buy everything… we will start with the proper underwear and continue with some nylon tights, skirts, dresses, and blouses and I wouldn´t be afraid of high heels! What do you think?”

“I think it is an amazing idea!”