ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS TO BE A GIRL

Yes, that was truly the only thing I wanted for Christmas when I was a teenager. I am Matt and this was one of the best experiences of my whole life. It all started a week before Christmas. I came from the last day of school home and I was there alone. My sister was probably hanging out with her group of girls. She was really popular at school because she was one of the most pretty girls and she had her group of friends and they were always together. And my mum was still at work. I ate my lunch and then had no idea what to do. I didn´t have any friends because I was the exact opposite of my sister. I was shy and I wasn´t a handsome boy. I definitely wasn´t popular, but I was kind of glad for it. Maybe I was a bit different, but… it wasn´t anything wrong. I always tell myself that I am special… And I was… especially for this Christmas.

After my lunch, I went to my room and I wanted to read a book. I was in no mood for PC games… it was just weird to play PC games all the time like other boys. I prefered books. It was an amazing escape from reality and I was really loving it. But when I came into my room I found out that AGAIN my sister took all my books into her room. She loved reading as well and she was stealing my books all the time. It was annoying because when she stole my books like that I always have to go to her room and there I have to look for them and sometimes it isn´t really easy to find my books in the sister's great mess. But it was the only solution. I just sighed and I went to my sister´s room.

And of course… I wasn´t mistaken at all. When I came in I saw an incredible mess. My sister had no idea how to tidy up her room. This was incredible… There were her clothes all around her room, a lot of makeup tools and other stuff. And in the middle of all this mess should be my books. I sighed again and I started to look for my books. And I was lucky… I saw a piece of my books on her bed. They were under some of her clothes and only a small piece of them was not covered.

I wanted to take my book and go to my room to read, but… something really strange had happened. When I touched my sister´s clothes… I had a very strange feeling all around my body. It was so smooth and silky and suddenly I had a huge desire to try it on. And I had no idea how I happened to be in such a situation. Suddenly… My books weren't my priority. I was looking at all the silky underwear and especially the white fluffy dress, which was on the bed and I had a feeling that I fell in love with the dress.

I had no idea why I just did what I did… I had a feeling that I am out of control myself. I just started to undress and I put that silky underwear on my body and I took the fluffy blue dress and I wanted to dress into them. But it wasn´t as easy as you think. It was the first time I was trying to put a dress on and I had no idea how to do that. I struggled for a while, but after several minutes I managed to zip the dress on my back. It was difficult but finally, I got it. And you would not believe the amazing feeling I felt right at that moment. I felt all the silky underwear and the fluffy dress… I just felt happy and I couldn´t even understand why…. What has changed?

But I was torn out from these amazing moments because I just heard that somebody came home. It had to be my sister because my mum is at her job and she always comes home in the evening. It has to be my sister. I have to change back to my boy clothes and put her clothes and dress back on the bed so she wouldn´t know a thing when she returns to her room. But there was one big problem. I tried to undress, but I couldn´t. I couldn´t reach the zip on my dress which was on my back and I desperately tried to reach there, but all my efforts were useless. I thought for a moment that I was going to faint because I just couldn´t imagine the moment when my sister would come to her room and she would immediately see me in her underwear and dress. I had no idea how I would explain it to her. And it was becoming a more and more realistic scenario because I could hear my sister coming up the stairs to her room where I was. And there was literally one solution for me. It was cowardly but I had to do it. I hid in the bathroom and I hoped that my sister would be in her room in just a few minutes. I could try to take off the dress and underwear in the bathroom and then just sneak into her room and put it back on the bed and pretend that nothing had happened.

I escaped to the bathroom and it was just on time. When I closed the door to the bathroom I heard my sister coming into her room. Of course, she noticed that I was home and she saw the closing door to the bathroom.

“Hey bro!” she greeted me and she came to her room.  I was praying that she would not discover her missing underwear and dress. Meanwhile, I was trying as much as possible to take off the dress. But there was the same problem as before. I just couldn´t reach the zipping and I was becoming desperate. My sister just can´t see me like this, especially in the dress. What would she think about me? And the situation was becoming worse and worse. My sister found out that she is missing the dress and the underwear, which I had on myself. And she had a terrible idea. I was desperately trying to take it off when I heard my sister's footsteps coming to the bathroom. My heart started to bump in my chest and I had no idea what to do. Then she knocked on the door and she said:

“Hey, Matt… can I just come in for a second? I think that I've left my dress in the bathroom and I need them for the evening!”

“Nooooo!” I almost yelled and I was panicking. “I am…. just taking a leak right now!”

“Don´t worry, I won´t look!” I heard my sister and she opened the door. And at that moment, I was screwed. She came in and she immediately stopped when she saw me dressed in her dress. She was shocked for a second and so was I. My cheeks were burning red and I just wanted to disappear. It took my sister a while until she understood the reality.  Her brother was trying to hide in the bathroom and he was wearing her dress. But when she realized that this was really happening, she started to giggle and laugh.

“What the heck… Matt!” she giggled and she was staring at me. “Why are you wearing my dress?” I was really surprised that she wasn´t angry with me. I expected that she would start yelling at me. But there was really no answer for me. I still had no idea how I exactly ended up in this situation.

“I just… I don´t know!” I mumbled and I was afraid to look into my sister's eyes.

“Well, that is not an answer! Why would you try on my dress? It doesn´t make sense. Explain it!” giggled my sister and she was really pushing me. I was red as a tomato and I just wanted to run away… but I had to say something…

“I guess… I just wanted to try it… I was curious about the dress… how it feels. I wanted to try to be a girl…” I confessed and I was expecting that she would laugh and giggle and humiliate me. But… nothing of that had happened. My sister was quiet for a while and then she told me:

“Hmmm… if you want to try to be a girl… you need more than my dress! Come with me to my room!”

I had no idea what was in her mind and what she was planning. I was glad that she wasn´t laughing because I wanted to try on her dress… but… what did she mean that I need more than her dress? I had no idea and I was just following her to her room.

We came in and she told me to sit on her bed. I did exactly what she told me to do and I was patiently waiting for her next move. Then she stared at my chest for a while she giggled and told me:

“Oh… I didn´t notice before, but… you are even wearing my underwear right?”

I just nodded and my cheeks were even redder than before. This would end up so badly I thought and I really wanted to disappear.

“You are a very cheeky boy!” giggled my sister. “But… I will make you a very cheeky girl! You wanted to be a girl so you will be one during Christmas. I will definitely enjoy it! I will choose your outfit every single day and you will try on all my dresses and skirts! And we will enjoy Christmas as two girls!” she told me and then she started to apply a lot of makeup on my face. She even put eyeshadows and mascara on my eyes and she crowned them with bright red lipstick. But there she didn´t stop. She put a wig on my head and then she put a lot of girly perfume on my skin so I really smelled like a girl. Then she looked at me and she giggled and said:

“Now, you are the perfect Christmas girl!”

And… you know what? During the makeover, I was more happy than ever before… Because all I want for Christmas is to be a girl…