My Pain; My Blood
Added 2021-09-26 19:58:26 +0000 UTCToday has been…painful. I mean that in every literal sense. I have never felt so much pain from this Misoprostol than anything in this world.
I’ve spent my whole day writhing in intense pain, barely able to move, and bleeding like a stuck pig…but where there is blood, there is pleasure.
I know that my life may not be the most normal, and I don’t expect anyone to understand it; however, seeing blood come from my body again is another opportunity create. I’m trying my best to harvest, but it’s very hard from the intense cramps I’m feeling. Despite the pain, I know that what must be done is done, and from this darkness will come a mighty light.
Where there is blood, there is a future. The life that lived inside of me was not alive, and as twisted as people may perceive this belief to be, I will say it:
Sometimes we are given great tests of patience, strength, and will. Perhaps, this death inside me has become a beautiful life. Maybe this was the universe’s way of allowing me to create life from a dead source. I can say this: I’ll harvest this blood and store it deep in the dark. I will store it until I find the right moment to find the perfect piece. Life is a strange thing, indeed, but we must find those times of futility and transmute into power.
Be well, friends. ❤️
