Update: personal stuff and stress

Short version: I’m sorry for the lack of updates on here, I’ve been a mess since November and finally starting to recover. My husbands been sick which was scary and made it hard to focus on work. I understand If anyone wants to discontinue their pledges during these rough times but this is currently my only income. I will have something nice planned for those who stay. I also have 2 images packs in the works and I’m redoing Cummeleon as well since I’m not happy with it so far. Thank you all for everything and stay safe.

Long version:

So I’ve been struggling with depression since November because of everything that happened back then. I again lost someone, a close online friend, in February which was another hit. My husband keeps being sent out of town for work so I’ve also been lonely. The he is forced to go to Seattle during all this fun stuff and he comes back and gets sick a day later. We had to take him to the er for his fever and he was tested for flu and corvid. That was almost 2 weeks ago and we still don’t have test results. Fortunately he never developed breathing problems but his fever finally broke 2 days ago and he’s a lot better now. But it did mean over a week of worrying about losing another person I love and being stressed/scared the whole time. We still don’t have results and we’ve been quarantined since he landed so we haven’t had any contact with people if he did have it.  So as a result I’ve had a hard time focusing on art stuff.  Another result of the quarantine is I had to close my sfw Etsy store and all my conventions were cancelled. And even once we’re out of quarantine I doubt I can run to the post office to mail stuff since my state is on lockdown. This means Patreon is my only income, my husband still has his job for now but it’s work from home with a pay cut for an unknown amount of time so monies tight. I also understand I’m not the only one affected by layoffs and understand everyone’s tight too so I understand if you want to discontinue your pledge. I will be doing something special for those who stay as well as wrapping up new images packs and redoing Cummeleon. having a hard time figuring out what direction I want to continue in with the story and then deciding if I wanna redo the first pages or not. Probably will since I want them to go smoother and get to the good parts of the story sooner. I appreciate any and all feedback and thank you all for your understanding all these months. it’s been really hard and I feel guilty every time I try to relax instead of work but I also know I need to recover somehow.

So for now I thank youfor taking the time to read, stay safe and full.