December 28th Update
Added 2018-12-29 20:57:28 +0000 UTCSo a quick update with how things are going. Oddly enough, as I might have mentioned already I'm on Prozac which has helped tremendously with my depression. However, the odd part is that while prozac does help depression, one of it's main side effects is loss of sexual desire, which I can already attest to being true.
You can see why this would be a problem for me, seeing how I need that sexual desire to help me write porn. Always a catch, but I'm still trying to work through it.
As bully bobby mentioned in a comment, and a few other friends mentioned, it might be a good idea to try and write up some stories that aren't strictly sexual. Then, after a good introduction into the story, slowly add in the debauchery. Writing something none sexual should be easier, so it's worth a try.
Julia's Descent has had no progress despite my efforts. Like Bully Bobby and others have also said, I ground my stories into reality a little too much sometimes, even though it's porn, and that often causes complications. I agree 100%, and it's something I've been trying to avoid, but I have such a compulsion to make sure whatever I write makes sense, and has reasons.
Anyway, I'm not sure what will be next. I could write up another sinister short, I could write up something none sexual, I don't know. Julia still hasn't made progress though, so there's no need to post a document with only 200 words.
Let me know what you think I can try. I'm down to give anything a shot.
