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Thank you all so much 😭

Just wanted to say I woke up to all of your comments and messages and wow y’all made me so emotional reading them haha THANK YOU! 😭

But yeah just wanted to say I’m taking everyone’s advice and seeking more counseling about the next steps before I make any rash decisions. I’m trying to exhaust all my options and really listen to my heart! So for now we’re just gonna keep vibing okay?

We only have 2 months left of this year so I want to end it strong! Thank you all so much for the love and support! I do not take it for granted!

Hope to keep sharing joy with y’all for as long as possible! 💕🫶🏽

Comments

Please take care of you. School gets so hard close to graduation, but you've got this even when you feel like you don't. I'm going to keep watching your videos whatever you decide to do. The thing I love about your videos is your authenticity and genuine spirit. Please only do the things that make you happy. That's what most of us are here for.

Amber Wood

Thank you so much for being so open and so thoughtful of your viewers, it’s been so heartwarming to know that you trust your viewers enough to talk about these things and I am glad that you are seeking support and taking the best care of yourself that you possibly can. No matter what decisions you make just know that we will always respect them and support you, your life and happiness come first and foremost always and I really hope that you’re proud of yourself for all the hard work you do and have done. You’re amazing!

buzzlebeezle

I’m not sure if you will read this or not but I just wanted to say that I’ve been such a big fan of yours for a while and I look forward to your posts every week! I know it’s hard not to listen to the criticism of idiots who don’t understand that you are a person with a life and can’t update every second of the day and cater to exactly what they want. It you decide to quit I’ll understand but if not I would suggest cutting back and only uploading certain days and what your post is what you post. If people want to complain they are welcome to leave. I think you try so hard to please everyone because you are such a nice person but if your mental health is being affected then you need to do what’s best for you. If that means leaving entirely then that’s what you need to do. If it means only reacting to the things that truly bring you joy then that’s what you need to do. Cut back and only do a variety show reaction occasionally or cut back on some of the extra groups. Whatever you need to do to feel like you are in a good place. If you choose not to continue posting on YouTube then I’ll keep watching on Patreon. If you do keep posting on YouTube then I’ll enjoy whatever and whenever you post!

Haley Brewer

i really enjoy watching your reaction 🤍 wishing you all the best caitlin! love you

qwetchu

화이팅!!!! You got this girl!! We love you and support you, sending you healing pixie dust✨💓

Somi Alondra

just joined patreon recently, but ive been following your youtube for a while now, and i gotta be honest with you girl, you make my day so much with your reactions. the amount of passion you give towards realistically reacting to the music you listen to and the way you give love all round to whoever you are reacting to is what sets you apart from most creators in your field. music speaks straight to the heart and i can clearly see that you understand that wholeheartedly. keep being you, i love you being you, we love you being you. take all the time you need to recollect your thoughts because we are all only human, but i know that we gon be alright, i know you gon be alright. stay classy and bubbly, caitlin <333

Laith

just wanted to say again, you really helped me with your reactions. your videos are like a safe place from all the bs life keeps throwing at me it feels like a breath of fresh air. i love you so much you are such a down to earth person and it has become really rare lately. so pls keep being you and put yourself first and foremost.

Akitsune.a

just want you to know that you are my fav creator ❤️

Yu Jie

I love u girl u don’t know how much I’m grateful for u u mean a lot to me

7 EX

Yeah. We vibing right now!

Alexandria T

You are the most important person in your life and you should absolutely put yourself first and only react to what YOU want to react to. And I'll continue to support whatever you decide to do because girl, the vibes are always immaculate xx

Jay

love you caitlin! 💕

shailah!

You are loved and cared about. ♥️♥️♥️

Ra Oro

I admit that I was a little upset about you might not be on YouTube. I got into K-pop through your channel and discovered many new groups. But I understand that if you need to take a break, please do so; your health is very. Important. Please take care of yourself and remember you have supportive fans like me.

Kevin

We love you so much Caitlin! You are amazing and loved no matter what you do

Savannah Guess

wishing u all the best Caitlin, take ur time and do what u feel is right <3

maeeva352

Girl we just love you so much you deserve the world ❤️ I’m not American or from Europe but I hope some day I meet you I want to gave you a hug 😭😭😭 you deserve THAT

R

sending all the positive vibes your way, i wish nothing but the best for you! 🙏🏽❤️

6oreds

we love you caitlin we'll be here for you always!!!!!

Vincenzo Tomay

WE LOVE YOU CAITY!!! Whatever you decide to do we will back you up!! 🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾🫧🫧🫧🫧🫧

Ari

Bubble Gang 4 Life!

Jazzy

we will keep rooting for you, caitlin! please remember you always have our back, we will support your decision no matter what! so take your time, on your own pace. fightingggg

encheol

I was going to comment on your previous post, but I just wanted to say that I love when you are real with us. I know a lot of people give you mean and nasty comments even when you share your life with us, but I know there are also tons of people who really love you for who you are, everything that we see on camera. I actually did discover you because of your wonderland reaction! and you are the ateez reactor i look forward to watching the most. its just the way you are, the craziness, the happiness, but also how much you like them. lots of people are probably just surface level watchers, they dont really see the little things that really show you like them. but anyways, i check out your other videos for other groups as well, i just really enjoy hearing you talk about the songs. i will never understand how there are people who literally dont like you or cant stand you AND still comment and watch you? like... i dont even know which reactors i dont like (by name, only when i see the videos pop up) because i dont even watch them. i never thought there would be a day where i didnt enjoy going on twitter (x) to talk to friends and get updated kpop news, but the day has also come for me. and i consider myself a pretty hard person to shock and upset. but the level of toxicity on there is really amazing. but i suppose everyone needs an outlet, x is quite good for that because you will always find someone who agrees with you, even if youre wrong. it just sucks that a lot of them are still slightly immature. lots of people have an opinion on just about everything, i just need to remind myself they forgot to close their mouth and be polite. Youre a good person. Anyways, i know a lot of us will still support you in whatever you decide. Because a happy Caitlin is always a joy to see. Have a blessed day!

Christina Lee

we love you!!

Naty

We are all going to support whatever you do, I just hope you know how loved and appreciated you are for me personally I found your channel at a really low place in my life and getting to see your reactions over the years have really made my days better. You are so loved Cait!!

Tyra

Even just vibing with you will be fun for us! Just do what you want and have fun! i think this is the most important! I just wish for you to be happy!

Kerstin Mehl

We'll support you in whatever you do!

ellas paris


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