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Update

Hello bubbles,

So I’m sure others have noticed that I haven’t posted a few videos that were supposed to go up this weekend and that’s because the files were corrupt. I’ve been spending the last few days trying to fix them. To be honest I just cried for a good 24 hours so I apologize for not updating you all soon. The good news is the videos should be up fairly soon cause I figured out how to get them back but it’s taking more work on me than normal. All I ask is that you guys are patient with me. I can’t promise you the exact date and time the videos will go up but know I’m working on them as we speak.


Also If you’ve messaged me about a refund after being charged twice I’ll be doing those for you all today! There was a lot of people that got charged twice so I just ask everyone to please read the descriptions when you sign up for a tier cause for some stupid reason Patreon charges people twice if they sign up before or on the 1st of the month. It just helps me out a ton so I would appreciate it! 💕



Regarding the new Patreon feature…I don’t think I like it cause I’m seeing some comments saying they can’t see it or that they have to do something in order to see it and that annoys me because this is supposed to make things easier not harder 😭 lol at least Patreon tried I guess but for now I’ll go back to using the other website (the videos take forever to process 😭) and hopefully Patreon fix’s it so it’s a better experience for everyone.


Once again sorry for the delay but to be honest it’s taking me even longer to get these videos up because of my depression right now. I seriously don’t know what’s going on with me lately but I can’t even get out of bed. I tried to film videos today but I couldn’t finish them. I had to stop halfway through cause my energy is just not there right now. I’ve very frustrated with myself cause I have stuff that needs to be done lmao but my depression Is like nahhh lol like I just want to turn it off but that’s not how it works unfortunately…


Anyways all that to say is that the videos will be up soon thank you for waiting! 💕

Comments

No problem Caitlin, take your time! Honestly if you don´t feel like doing it, just don´t. Give yourself some time to get better. I understand that life can be messed up. The main thing is though is that we are here for eachother. Do not force yourself for anything, its not worth it. Its not gonna be a compleet reaction if your not gonna be fully there mentally so take your time girl, really. We understand. We are all humans and we all have our needs and ups and downs. This is actually why I love you so much and why your one of my favorite reactors cause your so real. Your not gonna fake it till you make it and I love that. Keep on being you hun! It suits you ;)

Victoria taetae

Dont worry about it! i hope u dont stress yourself <3

moon

No problem caitlin . I understand sometimes I just need to step back and take some time off get my mindeset back .💜

JoY

Hope you okay 💜🌸 sending lots of hugs!!

lizzy

Take care of your physical and mental health first. I'd love to see you react when you're heart is truly there and enjoying rather than try to force it.. I understand because I'm dealing with depression myself and I'm a mom and that's even harder. Take your time. Love ya

Bernadette Roberts

Mental health comes first ❤️ dont overwork yourself and take the time that you need!

Kirsten

take your time! depression is a very aggressive and all consuming asshole and sometimes it just wins and that is ok! we look forward to your videos but we care about you first and foremost...so please love and take care of yourself first. sending love 💚❤️

Robyn

Sending hugs 🫂 take care of yourself Caitlin ❤️

Akaleh Shakes

Please take your time. We will all be here waiting so don't worry. Seriously, it's no rush at all. Take care of yourself. Make sure you are staying healthy. That is what I care most about. ❤️❤️

Raven

Take care of yourself 💗 No rush on posting

Rae

I honestly have no problem waiting for a while. You do what you have to do and take care of yourself first! We will be waiting here for whenever the videos drop! Love you! 💕

Mimi

hi Caitin! please don't be hard on yourself I know you are a strong person the only one who can get you out of this depression is yourself, we love you so much I love your energy and I love your videos. when I watch you , you always bring smile and happiness in my life, I hope you will continue not for us but for yourself..

Maria Mouzouny

There is no need to rush, you can take your time putting out the videos! They don't have to come out as scheduled, we can wait as long as you need. Also remember that we care about you and your mental health, if you need to take some time for youself, no one would be angry and we will all understand <3

Kira

Hi Caitlin! I just hope you won’t be too hard on yourself. When you’re not feeling it, don’t. I’ve been there. I was diagnosed with depression and ED last 2017. I’m fine now except for maintenance meds for depression. What I want to say is, your health comes first above anything else. Don’t force yourself to do anything’s not fun for you at the moment. Rest & come back when you are okay. In my end, I really don’t want to pressure you on anything so I’m just patiently waiting for your contents without being bothersome. I’ve seen your posts/tweets and you’ve been so down lately. It makes me worried. ☹️ Please please take care of yourself dear. Sending tight hugs! 🤗💕

bechiiboop

Caitlin, the videos can wait. Your mental health is top priority, please take care of yourself first. To think of you struggling on our account makes my heart hurt. We will be here when you are ready, we won't abandon you because you're struggling and anyone who does, isn't worth your precious time. You are strong, you are independent, you are kind, you are beautiful, you are smart, you are funny, and a whole host of other things. I'm proud of you. ❤️

Gemma O'Hanlon

No problem, just take your time ♥️♥️

johnbanana

I want you to know that I appreciate and love you so much and I’m sure everyone here does too💕 and please don’t stress too much about it

Lama

Caitlin, I subscribe continuously because I enjoy and appreciate YOU and your work. A bit of delay isn’t going to change that. You keep us updated really well and that’s all I could really ask for. Don’t forget to be kind to yourself :) Edit: also, patreon video was working for me both on vpn and not. Though I noticed when internet is slow or signal is weak that’s when playing the video hits a snag. Your other video hosting site was not as sensitive to bad internet though would usually not load properly on vpn.

Kando

dont worry about posting late or anything! watching these videos should be fun and enjoyable for you, they shouldnt feel like a chore and you shouldnt push yourself to watch it if youre not feeling it at the moment. its okay to take breaks. take care 🤍

Take care of yourself Caitlin❤️❤️

eve

Hey Caitlin.. thank you.. dont worry about you not poating some videos coz we are thinking that are might be some error happens.. i am fine with the the new setup.. just use the new one that is easier for you to upload so that you will have time to rest.. we love you! Saranghaja..

Sherry Sembrano

It's okay even if you delay posting or take a break. Take care of yourself first! Hope you are feeling better now

Ana

Thank you for giving us an update it really means a lot 💜 I really feel you I have been struggling a lot lately just going to work or doing every day things. Watching this content really gives me an escape and comfort and so I hope it can always be that for you and not another source of stress or worry. Always take as much time as you need we all understand and will be waiting for you. (p.s. I really like the new Patreon video feature it works great for me so hopefully they can fix it soon for everyone)

Pippa

I hope YOU feel better. It seems like this is such a stressful thing to do.

Cory Tripp

Hey Caity, don't worry about posting when you're not feeling good. I know depression better than I'd like to and I'm here to tell you that it is OKAY to take a break and not do anything. It is OKAY not to be able to do anything. And it is OKAY if you don't get out of bed for a few days. Maybe you just need that right now. As always, we will gladly wait until you feel better. Of course there are always buttheads that want to stress you out and be impatient, but those are not the people you create content for I believe. Those people aren't bubbles. Us bubbles wait patiently and only want you to feel better. So until then, stay in bed, watch netflix, maybe rewatch some concerts or so. Maybe your mom could take you out for a coffee or so? I know that always makes me feel a little bit better. You got this, Caity. I believe in you. Much love 💙🫧

Luan

No worries, take your time! That’s so crazy people are having issues with the Patreon upload, it works so well for me! I hope they can get the issues fixed so others don’t have problems. Take care of yourself first and foremost💜

Moni Kay

Thank you for the update, but please take care of yourself Caitlin. I can wait for reaction videos - what's important is your health and happiness

Mel

Its okay Caitlin take all the time you need. Dont ever feel rushed we will happily wait. Take Care of you 1st, you should always come 1st, your mental health is more IMPORTANTANT i love your reactions and i dont mind waiting. BORAHAE 💜

Kaylarnie Te Kahu


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