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2021 October update

Hello everyone!


I have to start with an apology!

This month i couldn't deliver the work i originally planed to make (both in quantity and quality). I'm really sorry!

I was in a pretty dark place mentally in almost all of october. I don't know the exact reason (maybe the constant health issues i had this year, maybe the bad happenings around my family, or maybe i'm just a pathetic weakling), i only know that the random crying and panicing not helps in creating erotica. If i can past through this somehow, i'll try to up my productivity in the future. Sorry again.

But I hope in spite all of this that you'll find some joy in this little update.


Thank you for your support, it means a LOT!


Seven

2021 October update

Comments

Thank you! Sorry but i don't speak chinese, so i can't provide chinese translation.

Sorry, do you have a chance to attach a Chinese translation in the future? My English is not very good. I just sponsored and supported your work today. I like your work very much. Thank you~

Thank you! I'll try to find some light.

Thank you! Sorry for your troubles, i hope things will get better.

I understand your mindset completely ....Until recently I was happily enjoying life positively . Then out of the blue I had a heart attack .....survived it ok , but it sent me into such a downward mental spiral exactly as you describe . My amazing employer took the opportunity of my illness to finish my employment so I lost my job one year from retirement ..... I try to overcome it but it feels like an endless spiral . Yet somewhere , somehow eventually positive things start to happen . I've finally gone from upset back to positive and determined ..... but I really do get how you feel ..... it will pass , believe me ...

Echoing the previous comments, I'd say that you need to take the time to attend to yourself. That is far more valuable to all of us than is some arbitrary "picture count" per month. Take care of yourself and keep up in-the-loop so we know how you're doing. And from my own experiences, I can say that in the darkest mindset, there's always been some light somewhere. I've just found that I had to be wiling to look for it and embrace it. All that takes different forms for different people, but the general concept probably applies. Take care and be well... :)

Thank you!

i dont mind if artists take the time they need... this is not a shopping site but a support site which offers some benefits which r by no means guaranteed (see og quote from the fanbox faq: "Please note that pixivFANBOX is the support of the creator to the last, not the purchase and sale of paid contents.")... take ur time, this is supposed to be fun 4 us AND urself 😊

BlackBeaver.eu

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Lindemann

Thank you!

You take your time, friend. Get well first. Those of us who admire your work are sticking around.

Thank you!

Thank you!

Thank you so much for some very nice updates... I wish you all the best!

MasterJensen

Stay strong my friend. Everyone has their down times. I haven't met anyone that hasn't regardless of their situation. It just happens. Stay strong, find your happiness again, and move forward. You are an amazing artist. Your updates are always a pleasure to see! Thank you and keep up the amazing work! We are all here for you. (:

Rhino

Thank you!

Don't be discouraged, we will always support you!


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