I can appreciate that you feel that way even as I often feel that I'm living every stage of my female life at once, and I mean it. On the one hand, I want my surgical site to hurry up and heal in time for St. Valentines' Day... and then to find someone to make a woman of this odd little lady who I am, and yet I also know that I won't be able to, (it takes more time and I must be patient but it's so tough to do so,) but at the same time I'm okay on some level with the prospect of remaining a virgin for some while yet, as I am in fact _NOT_ ready for it yet because–for good or ill–I also need to spend some time as a girl, (meaning, not-yet-a-full-fleged-woman,)... getting used to the idea that I really can and hopefully, really _SHALL_ experience such things as women commonly experience with men, when it comes to the passion and the pleasure. I am, myself, looking very much forwards to it, and also I am very apprehensive about it, frightened even. _SO_ ... it's okay for anyone to feel less ready than I am, because maybe they DON'T feel that desire and truly I envy them. If I could go back to being a child, to existing in a childlike state of grace and innocence when it comes to matters of the heart, the head, and the genitals, and the things people get up to when they let those various bits intertwine in certain interesting and fun ways...
My own pathology of late is envy, which I know cis-women ALSO feel, over those whom they perceive or imagine to be more appealing than they are either socially, sexually or both. It's sad but it's true. I find the exact sort of women whom I lusted over when I was pretending to be a guy now elicit in me an entirely different reaction, i.e., they make me crazy with envy, for their youth, their beauty, and the fact that they NEVER seem to feel the need to justify their existence... to introduce themselves not with, "Hello, I'm Gina; what's your name?" but rather with something that feels and perhaps even sounds like, "Hello, I'm sorry about who and what I am, and if you give me a moment, I'll tell you all about it. I'll talk your ear off if you let me. Yeah, I should probably be asleep right now.
Forgive me... I'm tired and need to toddle off to bed.
Nadia Novak
2025-01-29 12:28:09 +0000 UTC
…I must confess, I do not help with this. You are one of the only creators I follow / donate to that doesn’t create porn.
I-I mean this as a compliment, though!
Rawrisaur
2025-01-29 10:41:27 +0000 UTC
"I'm too ace for this"
Serra Britt
2025-01-29 00:51:41 +0000 UTC
Of course some communities are horny and toxic. So RiP
Nora Knox
2025-01-28 22:50:15 +0000 UTC
When the choices are horny or toxic I choose horny. Way easier to manage and sometimes pretty funny. Ruins some hobbies or fandoms but is way easier to ignore than toxic.
Primary example: The woes of enjoying Star Wars lol
Nora Knox
2025-01-28 22:49:47 +0000 UTC
God damn if this isn't true lol
Pidge
2025-01-28 22:35:35 +0000 UTC
I regulate my communities i use my own custom bots too to help moderate and keep things tamed do to my trust issues with people and make my job easier
SarahNya
2025-01-28 22:22:02 +0000 UTC
It’s usually either Extremely Toxic or Extremely Horny. And sometimes, just sometimes, you find the in between, which then dies after like a Month.
NeoTorchwick
2025-01-28 22:12:09 +0000 UTC
There is a bigger place in the universe for not horny. I wish I could find some wholesome romance but not horny communities.
Lak
2025-01-28 22:10:54 +0000 UTC
...I have no comments, that's about the only communities I still have any contact with anymore.