I want to say something about myself that I today only just noticed.
When you are suffering every single day, battling with your own mind, fighting just for survival... you forget so many things...
I stopped singing.
I haven't sang in over almost 2 years... and I now only just realised. So do you know what I did? I just sang π I forgot what it felt like and how it made me feel. I don't really feel anything anymore so it was nice to get some kind of feeling again. I'm going to try and sing more but I doubt I will π either way, I'm proud of myself today for doing that.
I did something.
Even just the simplest thing.
Is a big deal.
So I'll be proud.
And I'll keep fighting.
And maybe one day I'll do even more and more and things could get better...
Any improvement is an improvement π
I hope even just one person reading this - that it has helped in some way. Honestly, I just want to help people who are struggling like me because I know how hard it is. I don't really like talking about this kinda thing at all but I'm going to try and open up more because if it can help someone else it's worth it!! Thanks for reading,
Mistyy xx
Little amelia
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