11/20/25

Hallo everynyan!

I feel so bad for not updating more this week but here's some stuff i've worked on outside of the comic.. it's pretty bad rn im art blocked rn so all of these look really ugly to me 😭😭😭i actually hate it so much like everything i draw lately starts to look bad again and this extends to the comic too, i've had to redraw every panels like 2-4 times before i'm fully okay with it and even then the art looks ugly af to me too.. idk i feel like no matter how much i draw i'm never truly happy with it 😢

I'm getting better from the cold so YAY but i'm falling behind on the webtoon again 😭😭 i feel so bad it's like i'm constantly working on the webtoon but i'm not doing enough work, there's always more things to draw and i just get so anxious about where the story is going and how people'll react to it.. i know i shouldnt let comments get to me but i always try to make the story interesting, most people would rather cherie and crush just kiss and make up and nothing bad happens but.. i want the story to stay true to the characters, i've done so much to set up these plot points i really wanna resolve everything nicely before the series end.. 😭 If I didn't know better my next webtoon might not be as successful so i really don't want to disappoint so many of u guys who stuck it through to the end.

I ALSO APOLOGIZE FOR THE CLIFF HANGERS DSJKFKAJS this is why I always felt like ChCr is a binge series and not a weekly release series 😭 but that goes with all of my comic i feel, i dont think i can ever do anything about the cliff hangers i'm sorry 😭😭 i think no matter which way I cut my episodes there's always gonna be a cliff hanger bc that's just how i structure my scenes i feel.. I really wish I could just draw the entire season and post it all on one day so people wouldn't have to sit through cliff hangers but.. my schedule is just like this now 😭i hope you guys will bear with me a little bit longer

Season 4's going along steadily but we're not even 1/4 through with it which makes me really scared bc i know people's patience are wearing thin.. there's so much to the story i wanna reveal but I also don't want to drag it on forever cause i never wanna end up like the authors who gets accused of milking their own story.. like how much detail should i go into, what events to include and which to cut.. you'd think doing ChCr for 3 years straight would teach me how to write comics better but, it never gets easier for me..😭😭

ANYWAYS I'm really sorry for not being more active this month, I've been sick and the episodes are really beating my ass I'M SORRY FOR COMPLAINING AGAIN I always ramble on and on about my problems, lets be positive!! I love drawing i love doing comics i'm so grateful i get to do this 😭😭😭 I'm not gonna complain and lock in!! Thank you so much for putting up with me as always guys.. have a good day and keep warm mwhmhwa!