Rin's Ordeal p.1 - full text + JP translation

After losing to Shinji in the Holy Grail War, Rin agrees to become his slave for one week in exchange for him sparing her and Shirou's lives. Rin: Dammit, you cheating bastard... Then just kill me! But don't drag Emiya-kun into this. That idiot has nothing to do with us magicians! Shinji: Hmph, I don't think so. I've changed my mind. If you obey every single one of my orders without complaint, I'll let both of you go. I promise. Rin: You... you vile pervert... Damn it... Fine, I accept! Do whatever horrible things you want to me. But I will never bow down to someone like you! Never! Shinji: Because of you, I've suffered humiliation countless times... I intend to make you pay back every single one of those debts. By the end of this week, you'll regret not being killed by me! With that, Shinji mercilessly kicked Rin in the stomach, already wounded and weakened, knocking her unconscious. The next day, Tohsaka awoke in an unfamiliar alley. Her mind and body were still covered in wounds... but there was no time for sentimentality. Next to her naked body lay a package containing a letter. She knew she couldn't ignore it. Opening the letter, tears began to well in her eyes, like a curse on her own foolishness for accepting this despicable boy's deal. "Wear only the contents of this package and walk to the Emiya residence. No detours are permitted. In fact, take only the main roads and avenues through the city, making the longest possible route. Do not run, unless chased by police. And do not try to hide until night falls and you finally arrive. Upon arrival, knock on his door and masturbate in front of it until you climax. During this time, you must scream, 'Shinji-kun, I love you!' You must not leave until he opens the door and sees you. Only then may you flee back home. But first, you must shed the few clothes I gave you. Even if he stops you, never stop! I am watching you. If you disobey me, seek help, warn Emiya in any way, or break even one rule, consider Emiya dead." Suppressing the urge to scream and the despair, Rin obeys the orders given. She crosses the city, doing her best to avoid contact with others—neither running nor hiding... but it's mostly ineffective. Several shocked passersby, including Kotomine, witness her. However—despite many indignant comments—no one tries to stop her. Finally, after sunset, she reached Shirou's house. Prepared to die, she began to carry out Shinji's terrible order... and just as she started hoping he might not be home, so she could return “safely,” the door opened. Shirou: “Wait, Tohsaka? What's wrong...? I don't understand at all, why you're...” He reached for her hand, but all she could do was flee from him without uttering a word. Her heart was torn apart. Minutes later, she was knocking on the Matou residence's door. “Please, let me in! I did as I was told, please!” But after what felt like an eternity, she was finally allowed inside. Shinji saw her distraught face and laughed heartily. Shinji: “Well done. That was entertaining to watch. How about it, Bitch? Understand your place now?” Rin: “Y-yes, Master. Thank you for your guidance today. I will continue to serve you faithfully.” - she meekly uttered, her voice almost breaking down in a sob. As she spoke, he mercilessly pressed her forehead against the cold floor beneath his feet. She was in a state of complete submission. But at that moment, it didn't matter to her... because this way, he wouldn't see her tears, the anguish, disgust, and hatred etched on her face. Shinji: “This is just the beginning, bitch. Look forward to it—I've got plenty of fun things planned for you!” To be continued ___ 聖杯戦争でシンジに敗れた後、凛は自身と士郎の命を助ける代わりに、1週間シンジの奴隷となることを承諾する。 R: うっ…この卑怯者め…なら俺を殺せ、エミヤだけは放っておけ。あのバカは我々魔術師とは関係ない！ S: フフ、さてどうしようか。今日は気前がいい。私の命令に一切の異議なく従えば、二人を解放してやる。 R: 気持ち悪い変態め…くっ…わかった、承諾する！好きにしろ、お前ごときで折れるものか、誓ってな！ S: お前のせいで、俺は何度も屈辱を味わわされた…その借りを、同じ方法で返してやるつもりだ。今週が終わる頃には、お前は俺に殺されていればよかったと後悔するだろう！ そう言い放つと、彼は既に傷つき衰弱した相手の腹を蹴り、気絶させた 翌日、遠坂は見知らぬ路地で目を覚ました。心身ともに傷ついたまま…だが自憐している暇はない。裸体の傍らには封筒と手紙が置かれており、無視できないと悟る。 封を開けると、涙が込み上げてきた。あの邪悪な少年との取引を受け入れた自らの愚かさを呪いながら。 「この小包の中身だけを身につけ、それ以外は何も着ずに衛宮家まで歩いて行け。 迂回は許されない。実際、街の主要な通りや道路だけを通り、可能な限り最長のルートで歩くこと。 警察に追われる場合を除き、走ってはいけない。夜になるまで隠れてはいけない。夜になったら、ようやくそこへ到着するはずだ。 到着したら彼のドアをノックし、絶頂するまでドアの前で自慰を始めなさい。その間ずっと「シンジくん大好き！」と叫び続け、彼がドアを開けてあなたを見るまで決して離れてはならない。その瞬間だけ帰宅していいが、その前に私が渡したわずかな衣服を脱ぎ捨てなさい。何があっても彼に止めさせてはならない！ 私はお前を見守っている。もし私に逆らおうものなら、助けを求めようものなら、何らかの形で衛宮に警告しようものなら、どんなルールを破ろうものなら、彼は確実に死んだも同然だ」 絶望に泣き叫びたい衝動を必死に抑えながら、凛は与えられた命令に従う。町を横切り、走ったり隠れたりせずに人目を避けるよう努めるが…ほとんど成功せず、驚いた通行人（言峰も含まれる）に何人か見られる。しかし、多くの憤慨した声は上がるものの、誰も彼女を止めようとはしない。 ようやく日没後、彼女は士郎の家にたどり着く。死を覚悟で、シンジの恐ろしい命令を実行する……そして、もしかしたら彼が家にいないかもしれない、そうすれば「無事に」帰れるかもしれないと期待し始めたその時、ドアが開いた。 E:「待て、遠坂か？どうしたんだ？？理解できない、どうして君が…」 彼は彼女の手を掴もうとするが、彼女は一言も発せず、傷ついた心で彼から逃げ出すことしかできなかった。 数分後、彼女は間桐家の扉を叩きつける。「お願い、入れて。頼まれたことはやったわ、お願い！」しかし永遠にも思える時間が過ぎた後、ようやく中へ通される。シンジは彼女の取り乱した顔を嘲笑うように笑いながら。 S:「よくやった、見ていて面白かったぞ。さあ、この雌犬、自分の立場を悟ったか？」 R：「は、はい…ご主人様。本日はご指導いただき感謝いたします。これからもどうかお見守りください」 そう言いながら、彼女は彼の足で冷たい床に押し付けられた額を完全に屈服させていた。だが今の彼女にはそれで構わなかった…少なくとも、この姿勢なら涙や、苦痛と嫌悪と憎悪に歪んだ自分の顔を見なくて済んだからだ。 S: まだ始まったばかりだぜ、ビッチ…覚悟しろよ、これからお前にはもっと多くのことが待っているからな！ つづく