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Daily Doodle Diary - 2021 #6

Hello lovely people, 

How are you all?

I'm sorry it's been so long since my last Daily Doodle Diary batch, I didn't do very well with keeping up with it during April and May. 

My motivation for it waned and I found it more of a chore than a pleasure, so I took a step back from it and worked on what I enjoyed instead, such as the big paintings, as well as few smaller ones I will be sharing with you soon.
May is also a tough month for me every year, as it is my birthday as well as the anniversary of the death of my mother (within a couple days of each other), so my mental load was heavier than usual and I tried not to add to it unnecessarily. I turned 30 this year, which is also a milestone in itself, and I felt the absence of my mother stronger than usual this time also. 

I am now in a little more stable a mental place, so I will be trying to pick the habit back up in the next few days. 

Here are the few sketches I did manage since my last batch. I fell back on studies rather than original concepts as I was low on creative energy, which is a good way to get some drawing in without the strain of having to come up with ideas. 

Somehow though, my fav is probably 29! I don't know why but it appeals to me in a weird way. 

Do you have a fav from this small, eclectic batch?



I'll have some new sketches to share soon, but in the meantime, let me know how you are doing!

I hope you are well and happy, 

Take care!

Daily Doodle Diary - 2021 #6

Comments

Oh, a garden with hens sounds super lovely! I hope to have a garden too some day. Sorry May is tough on you too, and sorry for your tough relationship with your mother. Good luck with your bills, I can relate!

Oh yes, I liked the idea for that one, I definitely want to do a bigger sketch! :) Thanks Katherine, I hope you are well yourself :)

Nice, I’m taking a break myself, May is also my birthday month. It’s a nice month and it’s a hard one too. Bc I have lots of bills to pay in May, hahaha, and it’s mother’s day at the beginning of the month and mothers’s day at the end of the month in my home country. I don’t talk to my mother, I hold zero contact with her for many years, It’s been healing to me. But, I also don’t have living children of my own, I have an angel in heaven though. So, yep Mai is such a nice month, with flowers and green everywhere, etc. I get busy with my garden and my chickens, I have a hen this year, she is a wonderful mother, I enjoy watching her raise her chicks, it’s healing as well. Wish you much healing and happy super belated birthday ;)

April 23 really speaks to me. I'm glad you're feeling more centered.

Thank you Rita! I did enjoy working on 27, I miss using ink as much as I used to :)

No need to apologise, i think we all understand! I hope you are doing well and happy late birthday! I agree with you in the idea of sketching for study and just drawing for the sake of it, we don't always have to create new original things (I, for one, have stopped even sketching studies). I also loved drawing from day 29 but also got interested in 23 and really liked the shading on the man on 27


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