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Unfinished Unpublished Inktober 2017 Drawing

Hey guys, 

I was wading through all my scanned files and found this little guy, and thought that you might enjoy it!

It was a concept I started for some day in Inktober last year (which day I don't know) but then abandoned because I was unhappy with it. 

It was a strange concept, and I think part of why I put it aside and didn't finish it was because I didn't know what I was trying to express with it. Now, don't take me wrong, I never really know in words what I want to express with any of my pieces, but somehow, if I decide to paint one, it is usually because it feels right in some way or another. This one didn't feel wrong per se, but it felt...unsure....my mind didn't feel like it was expressing whatever it was trying to express accurately enough. 

So I put the design aside. 

But I might pick it up again some day, who knows.....Maybe when my mind is ready to understand what it was trying to say with it...

I hope you are all well, 

I am working on the Process PDF for Adoration and should have it ready this week!

The sun was shining all day today, and one little bird was being very very vocal all day, and those are the days where I feel the least anxious and stressed, and I am so grateful for times like those. 

I hope it was a good day for all of you, or will be if you are just starting it. 

Take care, 

All the best, 

M

Unfinished Unpublished Inktober 2017 Drawing

Comments

Oh woaw, that's an amazing interpretation, I absolutely love it. I have never thought about the fact that the bird was imprisoned, which goes to show how my brain works when I draw, it's almost like it doesn't consciously pick up on obvious symbols, but puts them together to be understood after completion. I love it, thank you, what a wonderful perspective of this piece.

i keep coming back to this and it genuinely reminds me of this quote from the book The Color of Water by James Mcbride , A bird who flies is special. You would never trap a bird who flies. to me i just see this internal struggle. at least for me dealing with my mental health i know that a lot of these habits i’ve picked up are unhealthy and i can see the other side and i know i can get there but it’s so difficult to break out of something you’ve known for so long that it’s become comfort. this is such a lovely illustration, i resonate with it so much and hope you day you find yourself with it again.

Yoshi

That's a really good question! It's very strange, because I usually just felt elated, and excited. I think the feelings I try to express are not the surface ones, not the ones I am feeling at that moment in time, but more the deeper, more layered, less conscious and accessible ones. I think my art is my way of trying to understand the things and feelings that influence my life in subtle ways, in ways I am not necessarily aware of. So when I paint piece, it often feels like I am releasing some kind of internal pressure, and I feel incredibly happy. I feel the pain that sometimes goes with my concepts too, but in a way where it is almost a relief to feel it, as if feeling it and expressing it through art is allowing me to let it go, or at least assimilate it better into my life. I hope this doesn't sound too obnoxious, haha, I truly mean every word :)

Maybe! It felt unsatisfying somehow, I don't know why. I agree that if I decide to work on it again it will be different, which is wonderful in itself, isn't it :) Thank you so much, I'm very glad you like it :)

May is a weird month for me, it's a mix of wonderful and stressful. But it's also the beginning of spring, which I am all for! :D Your interpretation is really interesting, I hadn't thought of that, thank you so much for sharing <3

Haha, Thanks Gabrielle :) I don't have that many unseen works, I wish though! I'm glad you like it!

Ohh, but it's gorgeous! Damn it's crazy to think you must have so many works we might not have seen that are of such great quality. I'm glad you posted this one!

Gabrielle Marin

I love this concept and if you feel like adding to it I would love to see it completed.

may is such a lovely month ^_^ for me, there' something.... because of the birds and dizziness of the picture- it makes md think of the crazy, loud, nastiness of twitter/ social media, but the prettiness of the birds are like moments of clarity. Like the sane voices in the chaos- or more insidiously the voices that sound sane, come across as neat, but are probably tied deeply to the chaos. So glad this has been a better day for your brain ^_^


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