What do you want to see?

Hallo.

I am very conscious of the fact that I don't create any Patreon-only content.

Recently Nostalgia Nerd started taking vlogs of whenever he's hanging out with me, and while it is irritaiting having a hyper, bearded gent shoving a camera in your face (he knows I love him really), I hear his Patreons really like stuff like that.

I get very panicky every time I put up a video. I now know for a fact that there have been people who became a Patreon purely to screencap stuff, and then post it elsewhere out of context to adhere to their narrative that I'm a worthless slut, so I'm very nervous of what I upload. I used to be very, very proud of the photos of myself I put on here (I've never done Patreon lewds, but apparently a lot of people think "slightly visible half of a nipple" is lewd. Everyone has them, I was proudly showing off my scars and the parts of my body I had wanted to cut off in my formative years.)

I know none of you think like that, I'm just explaining why I've not really been putting Patreon-only stuff up. And it's not fair, so I'm asking you now what kind of videos you would appreciate me putting up. Fuck the trolls. I could post a photo of me sat in my car holding a banana and they'd say I'm being sexual.

Would you care to see vlogs? Random photos of gubbins I get hold of? Office tours? (literally it's just one small room in my house with my computer and gubbins in) Videos of my rats being dickheads? My creative writing attempts? The podcast I'm working on?

Let me know. I rarely am able to reply to comments on here because anxiety (I actually have to get Retro Princess to download my rewards sheet every month because I'm too anxious to do it myself) but I do read each one of them.

Also I love you. 

Sarah