my little trash post
Added 2020-10-12 10:20:29 +0000 UTCdue to the fact that I do not have the will to live, I always try to find other motivations: debt for an apartment, promises to customers, and now there are small problems. I convinced myself that the pain in my arms would make me stronger and more dangerous, but the pain scares me again. Arises when I need to do something important ...
I made a couple of bad sketches and fantasized about a new game. I do my job with hatred and expect that the interest to the game will go away, so I want to make a new game someday. I'll try to make a demo version after version 0.5
I want to draw and make games, but it’s very difficult ... It hurts when I force myself to work, and when I’m full and no pain, I feel apathy and boredom towards my creativity when.
I dreamed of very vulgar and beautiful drawings, but a voice in the head asks why should I draw something in which there is no pain and suffering?
I didn’t fulfill the plan for the last week and will try to catch up with it and repeat the voting, but when I fulfill the plan.
