Explaining my absence

It has been months of my being absent from the channel and I apologize. It was a family issue that happened in late February with my brother. You guys don't know but I have been working for my brother for the past year and a half as an accountant in his business. Earlier this year in January, he offered me if I wanted to manage a branch office and I took his offer. Everything was going swell with the job so no issues there, the problem arose when he started having weird bursts of anger towards his wife. I don't want to go into too much details but he basically was looking for excuses to divorce his wife because he was cheating on her. And yes, while it didn't effect me personally, I care for his wife as my own sister so this was shocking to me. 

Family was the thing that brought me back from my slump and depression back when it hit me a couple years back and to think my own flesh and blood was doing this to one who i consider my sister, I couldn't stomach it. It took me a month to think what I wanted to do once I found out what happened and in the end I resigned from my job. I stopped doing everything after I learned of the news except for my job, exercise, sleep, eat, poop. All the free time that I used to had to record videos and game turned into introspection about my future. I believe in second chances and forgiving people but what my brother did, I don't think I can forgive. So now I am actually without a job, but don't worry I do some stock trading on the side and have some savings that will last me for a while. I do apologize once again especially to people who have already pledge to the patreon and receive no news while you guys still pay the money. 

But I am back and I have been encoding the video files so that they are smaller so the download won't be very big since mega has limitations on the file transfer if you guys aren't subscribed to the service. Going forward, I will be re-encoding all the videos that are NSFW (Youtube will get cut nsfw stuff) and put them on mega and post the link here for you guys to download while the non nsfw series will just be kept fully on youtube. There might also be some series in the future that are patreon exclusive if its too NSFW (e.g. euphoria and the like since believe it or not I do enjoy that VN despite the meme sexual scenes). I am in the process of encoding and uploading the files rn so expect the links to Rance, Dohna Dohna and SubaHibi soon! The series I've done will still be censored unfortunately (as in you see the white smoke that I had when I first edit them) but later series they will all be uncensored! Sorry for the long post but if you guys just want to skip to the last sentence I'll make a TLDR; family stuff happened, I quit my job, and now I am finally back on my feet, thank you for being patient!