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Noah Caldwell-Gervais
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April's Video

Hey everyone,


Some of you may be aware I've been working on a Far Cry retrospective-- I'm nearly done but it's the 30th and it isn't all the way done. It's turned out to be one of my biggest projects ever, around two hours of runtime and sixty pages of script and almost 300 hours of work so far.


But 99% done isn't *DONE* so I've left a lot of you high and dry again. It's frustrating to think that if this month had had 31 days it wouldn't be late, but it doesn't, and here we are. I wanted to make sure I explained the situation today so you still have to time to reduce or cancel your pledge if you feel you've been disappointed in the output. 


I wanted this video to be the one that made it up to everyone for how poor a return on your investment you've gotten lately, and I'm deeply sorry that now it's simply one more example of that trend towards incompetency.  


I want to thank everyone for their patience and kindness, and please know I only want to be kind to you in return. If you can hold out for another couple days for me to finish editing and upload it (a 12+ hour process in itself) I'd surely appreciate it. But if not, then please take this time to reduce or cancel. If you've received this message late refunds are also available.


Thank you,

Noah

Comments

Hello, Mr Gervais : no news for a while, neither here or through Twitter, so I hope everything alright and you're just swamped innew and interesting endeavours. (That's what you get for being nice on the internet : people may worry for you.) Since I'm here, let me tell you that I work in game design (video & tabletop) and I watch or rewatch your videos when I'm blue and want to feel passionate again about the work. So... thanks, I guess. :)

Sébastien Delfino

I have no way to contact you but it doesn't matter. All I want to say is thank you - on so many levels. You are truly a master of the written word in my eyes. I have lost count of all the times I've "watched" all of your videos; typically just throw it in the background and listen. I can't find the right words to describe the significance of your videos and how much they have inspired me since I found you a year ago. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

MaceValor

Your reply says it all. Noah, thank you for the update. We are a patient folk here. Don't worry. :) Quality -> Quickness

Dirk Walbrühl

Don't sweat it Noah. I can't speak for eveyone but I give you a bit of money because I like what you do. And I don't think any of us want that investment to become an extra pressure for you. I'm certainly not paying per video, I'm paying a small amount to acknowledge your ideas and thank you for your presence. Having spent a lot of my youth mired in anxiety and malaise and unable to find either a way out or a creative outlet I am delighted to help you find yours. All the best.

Jeremy Saunders

Noah, It is truly a joy to see you regularly producing videos in your singularly enchanting style again. You have signaled how challenging life has been for a while, and all I want to say is that I do hope your productions and craftsmanship bring you at least as much joy as they do for me and others. Please keep up the fantastic work when you are able and - if you can help make more tangible how assisting you through this system helps - or if we can buy more time or ease more pain, then I implore you to ask for the help and give us a call to action. I know there are many in this group of Patrons who want nothing more than to help you in some way, even though it is usually difficult for creators to convey that message in a way that to them does not seem greasy or cheap. At least speaking for myself...don’t overthink it with us. Please ask, and maybe even try to give us even 2-3 minutes on screen every once in while letting us know what’s up or how we can help in a given week or month or more. Wishing you all the best. Kindly, Jason

Jason T. Barnes

Digging as deep as you do, it can take a while to get back to the surface. I can wait; you've always come up with gold so far. And no-one digs as deep as you do.

Dedicated Medicated

im fine with being a little late as long as the quality is there, and reality is there is no one on internetz willing to commit 300 hours to some old games like you do. im not canceling and you shuld keep it coming :)

Danisz Szwed

So. I've never Patronized any of the many, many people who's art, analysis and thoughts improve my life before; if I get a decent raise, I'm sure to do it again. But between your travelogues, deep thoughts on games that changed my life, and personal touch... you're my favorite. Your words mean a lot, and if I ever finally manage to take to the road for a little while, fulfill a bit of MY dreams, I'll have you to thank. In the meantime, have the pittance I can afford for your work. Thank you, for everything.

Patrick McGranaghan

Noah take it easy on yourself. Non of us are slave drivers. We want you to have a good time when you do your videos. Not see it as another job. As I commented on the second Dying Light video.

Alexander Sundin

Gona hold off till i play Farcry 5, playing Primal at the moment and when done iI need a break before playing another. Looking forward to it!

Brian O'Byrne

<3

Dogface

I'm going to be saving this one for a trip to visit the in-laws in Nigeria, so no rush.

Anthony Bardill

Noah, if you didn't produce anything for the next three months I'd still be glad to support the life you have chosen. It's not an easy path, but we've only this one life. I love the fact you are pursuing what brings meaning and satisfaction to you, while occasionally sharing such intelligent and interesting analysis with all of us. Worry thoughts come to us all. They are a great indicator of your conscientiousness and diligence, but don't let them overwhelm you. We're all rooting for you, not just your content; that's why we're here. :)

Tim Braithwaite

Hi Noah, greetings from Denmark, I enjoy your content and have been following you for a while. I wasn't a patron though - until now. You make pretty unique and high-quality content. I enjoy watching your videos, and I do not mind the wait - after all, quality takes time. So please, take your time and don't apologize for doing that.

viltx

The hype...

Austin Green

Please don't stress. I pledge what little I can to support the work, not to buy a monthly video.

Jackson Kent

Dude, it's all good. Considering how many games there are in the Far Cry franchise, and how completionist Noah is, delays are expected. You still have my support.

Rob Tackett

I'm all hyped up just hearing about it! Take all the time you need :D

John Johnson

Take your time and please don`t beat yourself up over this. I don't see my pledge as a way to pay for a video a month, I just like you and your work and want you to be able to live well. I'm sure the video will be fantastic as all your videos have been in the past. Looking forward to it!

Lucas Marcondes de Moura

Take your time, Noah. I've no doubt that it will be worth it. I got so many of your videos for free, it's more like making up for lost time anyway!

Rich Stoehr

I would rather you take your time then be perfectly consistent. I think that instead of beating yourself up, you should just change the conditions of what you're trying to deliver. I want to support YOU and make sure that you are making the content that YOU want to make. I think I speak for many people when I say I believe in your vision, and want to support you as a creator because of your voice and perspective. ROI and timelines never enter into the equation for me. You're doing great work.

Adam Bucceri

I don't pledge to your Patreon for the ROI of a video each month---I pledge (what little I can) to support the ongoing progress on and production of your writing projects and videos. As long as you're spending your time sincerely trying to produce quality content, and as long as we all get to enjoy your works of analysis as they reach completion, then to my mind you are satisfactorily holding up your end of the bargain with your patrons.

The Gemsbok

I absolutely agree with this. None of your fans want you to be some sweatshop situation to crank out content. We're here because you make uniquely insightful and well-produced videos and nobody who matters is going to care about a day here and there. I, for one, would much rather you take the time you need and take care of yourself first. I really appreciate all the amazing work you do and how open you are to your fans.

Robin Hearts

Keep doing what you love and I'll always feel that I've made a great "investment".

Jean-philippe Malouin

I think I speak for most of your patrons when I say "It's okay." Your work is so damn good that I can stand to wait another day or two. You beat yourself up way too much over this. Your videos are extremely long and in depth. Many content creators settle for 15-30 minute videos a month. You blow that out of the water. So, as a supporter of yours since the Half-Life video, chill dude. You got this, I'm just happy you're able to make these videos.

David Harpstrite

Oh man, I can't wait to see it! Please DO take all the time needed to get it ready for us :)

FizzPlease

Take as long as you need, friend :)

Yazan Barghouti

You can't rush art! :) Take as much time as you need—looking forward to it!

Bluegill

Hey Noah, I know exactly (does anybody ever know "exactly" how one feels?) how you feel: I don't take people's trust in me for granted and try not to disappoint them. In case I'm not done fast enough with my promised work (even if the work is better than asked for in the end, just like your 2+ hour Far Cry video is going to be), whatever that may be, I obviously hope that the other person understands. Since actions speak louder than words I doubled my pledge right now. Not forever: I'll probably go back to my original pledge in a while. However, just as it is important for you to be on time and deliver quality, it is important for me to deliver a token of support. Take your time! I'm looking forward to it! I appreciate your work. :)

ReferenceError

Take your time. Your content is always of excellent quality, and well worth the wait.

allie

I've been waiting for you to cover this series for a long time, I couldn't be more excited.

Doitashimattress

No worries here either; if you need the extra days to make sure that the two-hour+ video is up to quality standards, I'll be more than happy to wait to see it.

Scorpion_Strike

Thanks for the openness as usual. Sounds like it will be worth the wait!

Rasterized

No worries here! I'm excited to see this beast of a video when it's ready.

Daniel Floyd


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