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Update

Added 2021-05-20 23:47:34 +0000 UTC

Hi again! I'm sorry about the long absences, I decided I should be more open about this: writing a book has been a really task, more stressful than I had imagined. I got really burnt out and it led to a period of depression and severe lack of motivation, which is why I've been absent a lot - avoidance is my main coping mechanism. After a needed break from the internet in general I feel much better. Hopefully I can get my next video done soon - seeing how people respond to my videos is definitely the best part of running my channel, it brings me a lot of joy to see the discussions the content inspires, and I'm looking forward to experiencing that again.

As for my book, my editor has looked through it and had very positive feedback. After I look through all of his corrections and proposed changes, the book will go on to the proofreading process. In case I haven't mentioned this yet, the set release date is November 9th.

One more thing: I don't remember if I've mentioned this before, but I'm a huge fan of the manga/anime Berserk, and today I woke up to the devastating news of its creator, Kentario Miura, having passed away. I've considered doing a video on it for a long time now, and this seems like a fitting time. My main idea is using Berserk to discuss Schopenhauer's and Nietzsche's opposing views on tragedy, although I haven't decided on the details. Given that I feel particularly inspired by this topic right now, do you think that I should go on to make that as my next video, or should I make another poll with it as one of the options?

Thank you for your endless support, hope you're doing well