Josh

What Do I Do?

Added 2018-08-01 04:53:15 +0000 UTC

Hey you lovely loyal legends <3

I'm at somewhat of a crossroads, YouTube has reached a fever pitch of stress, sads and general "fuck you" that's making just thinking about starting a video just depress me but I also can't ignore how much it drives me to see so many of you watch them and enjoy it, being even just a small part of so many of your lives a quick 10-20 minutes fix and a few smiles and I'm happy so I'd never want to take that away, hence my conflict.

A part of me thinks for the sake of my health I need to take a back seat but maybe that can be achieved with just better time management? Though all my time is spent making content so I'm not sure how that'd work.

I realise I'm not really asking much here but just venting at you all who I value so highly.

One question I will ask, how many of you would keep supporting me, not necessarily in literal Patron from but in following form if I was to switch from YouTuber 1st and Streamer 2nd to the reverse, Streamer 1st and YouTuber 2nd. I think it might be viable way to take some control of my life back. Thoughts?

Eitherway I hope your lives are all going well and I love ya all <3

Josh.