Her eyes unfocused, staring into the middle distance as her mind and fingers wandered. Life in the barn didn't offer much to think about...all the passion and strife from when she'd first been consigned to this existence felt far away. She wondered how her ex was doing, whether her friend ever went back to finish her degree, when her bedding would be changed, whether piglets were in her future...she clenched around her fingers and grunted softly, passing the time in the only way she knew how...