This is just like a vent thing honestly :<
I really wanna create more stuff, enjoy personal art, and just be silly with art.
Sadly I developed an unhealthy relationship with art, where I can only find satisfaction and validation via commissions, and bc of that I'm also having an unhealthy relationship with work, where my main activity of the day is my job, and then sleep to do more job.
Honestly I know this is a problem and I'd like to find a solution, I'll be working (no pun intended) on that and hope to revitalize my love for art, and also reconnect with my hobbies and things that brings joy in my life.
Thank you for all your constant support ;W; and thank you for reading