A MESS! LIKE THIS MANAGER CAN GO TO HELL! LIKE THIS A MESS
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*Emotional Rollercoaster Engaged!*
*The Climax Twist of the Drama!*
This is probably one of the first BL series I've watched that had so many F-Bombs..I'm loving it haha. Anyway, FINALLY we get to see the comments and social media post so that we can really understand what was happening. I knew Pan was gonna act out, I knew it. But maybe it was for good reasons to why... like his manager being shady for one. He was doing everything he was supposed to do to reach for the higher ups or so he thought. Perhaps P'Koon had "doubt" in him and decided to have Pharoah take his spot with Nott. I knew she was doing shady business on the side and she thinks having Pan being touched or possibly leading to sleep with these top executives is gonna make him grow to the top when CLEARLY he's uncomfortable doing that. That was brutal....pain even. I'm not excusing him for being an asshole and a brat to people before no, but I lowkey feel for him because that's f*cked up for what she did knowing Pan and Pharaoh hate each other's guts.
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When Pan was lashing out to everyone, not only was he losing his mind but he was screaming for help and no one budged to do so. I mean Nott would have helped him but Pan broke his heart and pushed him away and because of that, this is the ending result he gets. Pan's mom telling him don't come home, stay where you are and be famous, his manager being the source of the problem, all heads turned against him...he's a broken soul and has no one left to help him. The pressure and the chaos went further to the point where he's done with everything and almost committed suicide! Sadly some celebrities go through that when they are in a broken state and they end up hospitalized or commit suicide. I was relieved Nott found him in time to save him because that was dangerous. I'm mad that took Pan to wake up and realize that he has someone and that's Nott. Hell Nott wanted to be official with him and doesn't care what people say. Although what Nott does at times doesn't make it any better BUT he truly cares for Pan.
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Although when he questioned if Nott slept with Pharaoh he shouldn't get too mad because he didn't made clear to Nott that they can be more than just a ship. They weren't even dating even though it looks bad when you hear the terms "sleeping with the enemy". But this also makes him hypocritical because in the beginning of the first couple of episodes, he wasn't that concerned with Nott sleeping around with other people. Jealous maybe, but he didn't care enough to claim him. One minute he's fine with whoever he sleeps with and then the next he's mad that Nott sleeps around like make it make sense because sex and love are two different things. Choose one! In episode 3 where they were relaxing after their "hot moment" I think Nott wanted more with Pan than just being a ship. Like he doesn't want to hide anything because he's fallen for him. Whereas Pan just wants him whenever he pleases and he wants to focus on finding ways to have a top spot. I wonder how Episode 5 of this story will play out because we've reached the icing on the cake. I need more! ππΌ