April thoughts - 0.2.1 update

I'm tired, and I don't even know what to write.
Glad you're still here.

Thank you for writing kind words, it helped me a lot in the development.

I thought I could do an update at the beginning of the month, and as you can see I was wrong again.

I hope this situation doesn't happen again. I'll try to avoid such time gaps for the next updates.
I know I couldn't keep my word a few times in a row. October(200 renders) ->November (400 renders) -> March -> Early April.

And I'm very embarrassed every time.
But the desire to make a little better, add more here and there stronger then me.

And I know that I'm still bad at communicating with you.
For some reason, I'm ashamed to write the post while there is no release yet.
And the release is delayed, on one day, two, three, and it turns out that I'm silent again whole month...
But you can always write to me on the discord.

I honestly try very hard to do something decent. And I'm really afraid of screwing up.
Because I know how easy it is. Screw things up.
I care too much about details that nobody noticed... But that's who I am.
I can't do it any other way.
I tried to "smooth the corners" and make things easier, simpler. But later I come back and redo it.
I'm a perfectionist, but my renders are not perfect at all. Each of you will find many flaws in them. But I just work a lot on details that are important to me. Maybe only to me.

Yes, of course, if we lived in a perfect world, it would be cool to do 1000 renders per month, without loss of quality, and immediately write a text and translate in the same month.
But we're not in a perfect world.
And develop this game not a perfect me.
Sorry.

A lot of people say the game is good, but development takes too long.
And they're right.

But for some reason, they can't tie these two facts in their heads.

The game is not so bad, because I spent a lot of time on it.

I keep delay the release, it's not because I want everyone to hate me, unsubscribe or because I like to lose money.

No, because I want to do "good game." Best I can do.

I know I'm slowpoke. I know that I upset people.

But one thing's for sure, I like what I do. Process itself.
And I'm gonna keep doing the game. Maybe slowly. Maybe with mistakes.
But I'm gonna keep doing it.
No matter what.

If someone canceled or decreased their tier from 30-40 since September - write to me in PM, If I haven't sent you the link yet.