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Hi, Love. Time has come for a serious talk.

I’m being sincere with you, and in return, am asking for your understanding.

The thing is, lately it’s been like I carry the whole world on my shoulders. There’s a widespread belief that ero-models don’t want to have a proper work, thus they choose an «easy» way. However, to tell the truth, «easy» is the least appropriate word you can apply to managing a Patreon page (as well as many other social media accounts). Your job isn’t 5/2 – actually it’s 24/7 (freelance workers do understand what I mean). And, in my case, there’s also no opportunity to get a proper vacation as you have to deliver content each month. And not just «some» content! Your cosplays have to be detailed, expensive, vivid, eye-catching, fresh. Being a perfectionist myself, I can’t lower the bar. I want everything to be top notch, that’s my style of handling matters in life.

Add to that businessman-like responsibility all the algorithms pressure and shadow bans, which not just don’t allow me to grow – they cause major pushbacks. Ugh, how demotivating it is.

Despite the exhaustion I’m dealing with right now, I still won’t trade this job for any other. I had a thought of giving up so often, but every time I was recharged by your love and support.❤️‍🩹 How can I betray your trust? There’s no way it will happen! I’m willing to continue my lifework in deep connection with you. No matter how tired I feel from time to time, the fire of inspiration burns inside my heart when I come up with a new cosplay idea, make a photoshoot, and, in the end, get warm approval from you!

However, something certainly has to be done with this burnout. I need to sacrifice one part of my current work in order to maintain the quality. After days of tough thinking, I decided that it would be personal conversations. I know how much it means for you to chat with me, and I’m deeply sorry to reduce this side of our bond.💔 There was a popular option to hire a person who would talk to you on my behalf, but personally I don’t find it honest. I’m yours, and you’re mine – no one is allowed to stand between us (except for a translator who helps me with English sometimes😁). I’d better tell you directly the truth than fake my presence.

So, what does it all mean? Starting from now, I shall cut to minimum or even completely stop private chatting. I’m telling it once again: please, don’t take it personally, the problem is not you! You’re the most supportive and loving.❤️ However, your Mik needs to take some time to solve her mental problems – all for keeping the quality of her work as high as possible!

Don’t stop writing your comments, your messages, giving me you likes, all of it makes my heart soften and helps me heal! I’m getting the inspiration right from your feedback, you opinions on characters of the month, your participation. Stay by my side, even though I’ll probably get quieter, we’re still the best team.🫂✨

And one more important reminder: all rewards are sent till the 10th of the next month (e.g. March rewards can be sent up till April 10). The only reason for you to become alarmed is if you don’t receive anything for the previous month when it’s already the 11th of the next month. In such a situation, as I constantly tell you, just contact me, we’ll solve the issue!😘

My Dear, I’m so anxious and frustrated to deliver this message. However, I hope for your understanding. If we stay together, the dark phase shall pass, and I’ll soon get back in shape!

I love you, I thank you, I hug and kiss you always!

Your Mik.💋