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Episode 4: Nervous System Shutdown

 I hope you are thriving and not just surviving this holiday season. This episode is what I sound like on just about every solo road-trip --- just talking shit out.

I have been in a deep review process the last 2 months. I really fucked some shit up in my life (in a good way) and made some serious 'self-improvement' moves that my therapist would be proud of. But it definitely leaves me and my adrenal glands drained af. 

This is a very loosey goosey episode of me processing quite literally everything and where I'm at transitioning into next year. 

This πŸ‘ Episode πŸ‘ Has πŸ‘  Everything: Friendship Breakups, Shroom stories, Pink Floyd, Inner Child work, Word Vomit, Wu Wei, Agnes Martin and Marina Abramovic


Timestamps: 

0:00 -  6:20 Christmas roadtrip intro,  abundance, "Spiritual Bros" podcast, perfectionism, life review 

6:30 - 16:00 big fat realizations, rushing, calmness being the goal, capitalism versus fluidity, forcing vs listening

16:00 - 37:00 solstice shrooms, state of surrender, avoidance vs non-attachment, self-trust, big blank canvas energy, Agnes Martin, hustle mentality

37:00 - 53:04 dark side of the MOOOONNNN, concept albums, want want want, need need need, artistic collaboration, intuition, horse blinders, no more RUSHING


(P.S.    I tagged the Spiritual Bros/Pea the Fairy episode I mentioned/stole from and an Agnes Martin youtube clip) 

(P.P.S.    The image attached is of an Agnes Martin painting "Untitled" and it pretty much sums up how I real irl rn) 


Episode 4: Nervous System Shutdown

Comments

so this is incredible and im utterly blown away by your referencing skills. i feel compelled to make an entire post/episode on this dr who scene now

Hannah Wolf

you mentioned thinking about van gogh going into a time machine and seeing his impact on art in the future, there actually was a doctor who episode where they do this for vincent. https://youtu.be/ubTJI_UphPk this scene never fails to bring tears to my eyes

rebecca


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