Finding Love(+journal)
Added 2025-05-01 13:59:32 +0000 UTCI have come to realize that finding love is like trying to win at casino games. The more you try, the more you fail. I decided to stop doing it, a pointless quest. The reality is that I am not a social person and don't have any if at all chances to try.
The truth is also that not everyone will ever find a chance to find their special someone. Some people are just, meant to be alone. Due to both their choice and circumstances.
And because nobody knows, all they could tell me is that they know I'll find that someone despite the truth being that they also don't know. It is said more out of kindness because if someone is facing the unknown, wish them well. It is done out of mercy.
The truth is also that not everyone will ever find a chance to find their special someone. Some people are just, meant to be alone. Due to both their choice and circumstances.
And because nobody knows, all they could tell me is that they know I'll find that someone despite the truth being that they also don't know. It is said more out of kindness because if someone is facing the unknown, wish them well. It is done out of mercy.
I guess I've decided to give up and make peace. If being true to myself leads me to a lonely life, that is the consequences of my choices.
This is vent I guess, but I don't like drawing sadness. So I draw a nice and beautiful art instead. I have the power to create, so make something beautiful.
Comments
As an also non social person, I feel this in my soul. I’ve tried before a few times with various people, even going so far as both men and women, over my lifetime but it never works out - been single for over a decade now. It’s not preferred, but it’s better than being with someone purely just to be with them out of a sense of necessity. For what it’s worth I have 1 great lifetime friend and that’s enough for me, I’ve even told him that all I truly want out of a relationship is essentially what we already have in our friendship. People are complicated lol I’m just here to vibe. But enough yappin, I’ve been a fan of your works and art style for a long time dude. I never developed any skill with drawing but I can completely understand the desire to create something beautiful - mines just music. We’re all just doin the best we can and I think that’s enough to keep on going 🤙 so draw what makes you happy and I’ll write what makes me happy :3
What the shit
2025-07-22 16:02:53 +0000 UTCI sympathize with this. Ever since my significant other decided to leave my life, I essentially just gave up on trying to find someone else. I'm simply not compatible with someone else. It's a hard truth to accept, but it's just the way it is. But hey, I don't HAVE to have a lover, I can have friends, I can make people happy, I can take solace in the fact that, to a bunch of people, I'm a friend and someone that they can depend on. Whilst I may not be one someone can love, I can absolutely be someone that can have a positive impact on other people.
Aorpheat
2025-05-01 15:36:28 +0000 UTC
