an update and an apology

heyy, it's been a while since I've talked about myself in here, I know I havent been pretty active lately, I've drawn less in the past month, I delayed a little the june reward annoucement and the june monthly reward and I have to say that I'm so sorry, you guys deserve an explanation about what is happening with me and I hope you understand, I'm in my last year of college and aside from Patreon, I have been dealing with summaries, research, prototypes, videos in after effects, seminars etc, basically weekly evaluations that take quite a long time to develop, that mixed with the quarantine, the fear of the pandemic, the responsibility I have (or rather the responsibility that I put myself back then) of being  very VERY active on twitter, and the responsibility of being the administrator of the furry community in Chile, began to stress me and put more pressure on me more than necessary, to the point that on May 19th I collapsed in frantic crying, it may have been an anxiety attack or something similar, I am not sure, I dont remember much of that day more than I cried very hard, my face hurt and I couldnt stop until I fell asleep, I couldnt go to classes or eat or move very well, I understood that overworking and trying to do everything I have to do in a short time, to later do even more things could affect me one day, but I didnt think it would affect me like that, because of the covid I couldn't get the attention of a psychologist but I talked to my parents and my husband and friends about it, and I have to start prioritizing things, I put aside the administration of the furry community for a while and I'm trying to prioritize my studies and assignments more, which means that I would be drawing less, but I would feel better in my mental health, it does not mean that I will be leaving Patreon and drawing aside, they are my pations and I love making content, but I just want you to understand the situation I'm in, and excuse me for the lack of content, I wanna do a lot of things for this month, now I am drawing the June reward and I hope you like it as much as I do.

and for the update, especifically on the Payment methods, I've noticed that some people have pledged for just a while and then dissapeared before any payments were made, I knew there was an Upfront Payment option but I didnt know what it was or what it was for, after further investigation (fancy saying for "my husband told me") I've decided to enable it, I think its safer and can filter up the freeloaders and keep the posts from leaking or something else.

thanks you for reading this whole mess, thank you very much for supporting me for these months, I hope you are safe and okay <3