Happy New Year everyone! 🎉
I'm not the type of person to make New Year's resolutions. I am the type of person who decides on improving something almost every day. It's exhausting.
Every day I tell myself that I should do something differently: I should do more yoga, walk instead of driving, go to bed and get up earlier, eat smaller portions because otherwise my stomach hurts and drink more water but not during the meals. I shouldn't sit in a shrimp position (like I do at the moment), waste money on silly stuff, eat meat or put off laundry so long that I don't have any clean socks left. I should keep in touch with family and friends, put everything away so I could found it easier, start a YouTube channel, write a book, reed more books, post regularly on Instagram, spend more time in nature, paint with oils, learn more about how to take care of my plants, work faster, have more time to play with my cat and remember about taking my supplements.
Every day my brain is filled with new ideas to be better. The number of goals I set overwhelms me to such an extent that I cannot enjoy small successes. I'm always sure I should do more.
I realized that I missed the goal I had set for myself when I left a full-time job. My goal was to take a break from constant, hardly noticeable challenges and focus on my passion. This plan is of course evolving and I find that there are new opportunities ahead of me, but I don't want to forget the initial goal. I want to do art. Develop my skills, create good, bad and ugly sketches, fill sketchbooks with doodle traffic, take photos and have time to be grateful for all of this.
My plan for this year is to be a human-being, not a human-doing.
What are your plans? 😊
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PS. In the photos you can see my today's anatomy/ arm structure studies based on the book "Design your own anime and manga characters" by amazing TB Choi. I still feel insecure when I draw full figures so I try to practice anatomy, to change it.
Yve - GraphiteDebris
2023-01-02 16:32:59 +0000 UTC