FAQ 1.0

Who am I?

A person who loves knowledge. Don't mistake me for a Satanist or any other pagan; I'm just one shelf in the vast library of the world. I don't judge, I don't divide the world into good/evil, I don't desire much for myself. You can call me an occultist, although I'm far from the great ones.

What do I do?

For you, the most important thing is that I combine different fields into one - my creations. A mix of binaural beats, subconscious messages, erotica, and spirituality. I also try, nonetheless, to impart some knowledge to you in small fragments because nothing tastes as good as putting it all together yourself. I take you on a journey into yourselves. I give you a compass, but which direction you choose is up to you.

Should I be afraid? Will I summon a demon? Will it take my soul?

In short: no. If you're not familiar with the occult arts, if you don't know how it works and what needs to be added to what I provide you, then nothing significant will happen. Maybe a twisted dream, maybe some hallucinations, maybe HFO. And if you know what you're doing, then this question isn't for you.

Why Lilith? Why succubi?

I believe I'm connected with one. As crazy as it sounds, there's some energy/entity/power that's been with me since birth, guiding me on what to be interested in. No, that doesn't mean I cast spells or summon demons at will. It also doesn't mean I can summon an army of demons or succubi with a snap of my fingers. And no, I don't hear voices. Friendly Christian priests and a demonologist have investigated my family's situation and know there's something to it. That's why Her. And who she really is? We'll never know, I assure you.

Recommend me some books? Where should I draw knowledge from? What to do, master?

Firstly: I'm not a master. And from that comes secondly: I don't want to give you too much guidance. Not because I want to keep some magical knowledge to myself. I don't want to give you too much guidance because I DON'T KNOW what will work for you. Something may not work for you at a certain moment, you may not understand something, or something may simply overwhelm you. This knowledge is like playing with fire. Everyone must slowly and gradually discover its mysteries on their own. Can you imagine throwing someone who can barely swim five kilometers from shore and telling them, 'swim, you know how to'? They need to go through a process, get to know themselves, their bodies, and minds. That's what I encourage you to do.

You're not replying, you're ignoring me...

Forgive me, there are over a hundred of you here. I only have 24 hours a day, just like you. If I can and I see that the question is worth my attention, I reply. I've formed deeper relationships with some, but I also don't reply to them immediately (thank you for understanding, my dears <3). The FAQ will be expanded, and by the end of the summer, I plan to release the first part of my guide on achieving HFO using my files. Please be patient.

Give back my money/I don't like your work after all/I don't understand Patreon and accidentally paid

I won't give you back the money because you've just downloaded all of my creations. That's why there are free things on my Patreon, so everyone can check if they like what I do before making a purchase. There's also YouTube and another website. You couldn't have accidentally clicked, because you have to confirm your own card/PayPal/something else, and the site won't just take it without your consent. So no, those tricks won't work on me.

Does that mean you never give back money?

Oh no, I've already given back several times. Usually due to technical issues. There was a case where one of my patrons was charged twice for no reason. There were other reasons too, but I keep those between me and those individuals.

You're a jerk...

And a beetroot!

What's up with the collections? Why is there Unlocking Desires and Temple of Lust, and even some others?

Just for clarity. I'm an organized person, or at least I try to be. I understand that some prefer smaller stimuli for their meditations, while others prefer stronger ones. I try to ensure that both collections are rich in different experiences, and I put my whole heart into each audio. It might seem funny to some, or someone might scorn it, but for me, it's my way of expression and my art.

Do you stick to deadlines?

Hah, my old patrons know I don't... Don't get me wrong, I try to release my audios on time, but sometimes, I simply lack the time. Usually, it's no more than a day or two delays. Additionally, I ensure that if someone doesn't want to renew their subscription and I promised earlier that I would release an audio on a certain day, that person has every right to ask me to send the file. I think that's fair.

Example: the last day of the subscription falls on May 15th. The patron doesn't want to renew for the next month. In the Roadmap, I let them know that I'll release the file by May 15th, but I release it on the 16th. At this point, the patron should message me with their email, and I'll send them the link to the file.

 If I see someone deliberately doing this every two months, I'll ban them. I warned you :P

I've been your patron for many months, and new ones get everything that was previously available, and for a lower price... That's not fair.

Indeed, that's why for my old listeners, I'm preparing additional files. Starting this month. Soon I'll send you something, my dears ;). They will be enhanced versions of the old files. For free. Yes, without any extra costs. If someone has been with me for more than 5-6 months, they'll receive this file in their email. Pretty cool, I think.