Update - What happened? Where was I? The Future... - 11/16/2024

Hello! This will be a Update what's going on around me and my life and why I had to take a long break for my own sanity. And I will separate it to three parts talking about leading to this moment and plans for the future.

1 - What Happened?

A lot happened since the last update. I wanna start off by saying if you are not interested in reading dramas and other stuff, skip this section all together. Because the most I can say is "A lot happened since last update" without having to go in deep.

As for who you stayed, I have been dealing with break up with my ex. After putting through her toxic behavior for over 2 years I have decided it was the best I needed to was to give myself some time. Though problems didn't ended well with these. She kept posting about things that wasn't true at all about me, painting me as this worst abuser she ever faced. Which of course, it wasn't true at all. I still keep the messages that proves otherwise and people that witnessed our relationship knows this very much. She also painted me some sort of a sexual predator to her mother, which after our break up I was talking to her mother from time to time since she was like a second mother to me. Though at this point it didn't surprised me at all.

I have lost family members as well, may their souls rest in peace.

And top of things I also got fired from the job I was working, which was graphic designer. The country I live in is not the best place you can find a job especially if you are mastered things like Web Design or Graphic Design and so on. Economy sucks here too, which is another reason that I felt like no matter what I do, it wasn't enough.

So, since all of these piled up on me, I couldn't really get myself doing AI, taking requests anymore or getting my mind off things. I have been seeing therapist for a while which is a plus. Even these days I still don't feel like continuing this RXMAI project.

But of course, my mind has changed and I decided to keep doing what I love which is creating some Art's that I've always wanted to see.

2 - Where I was?

Like I said, I was at home. I was taking care of myself and trying to spend some time with family and friends, even though most of the time I was alone. I had to find and apologize some of my friends that I decided to unfriend just because of my Ex being jealous over them. Which was a huge red flag at the time and I didn't saw it because I am a lover boy.

I have been spending my time playing games and trying to get my mood up in general and bring myself to do some stuff that I really wanted to do and try. To be honest, I had Wanda and Myra was ready just sitting and I couldn't just bring myself to upload here. At the time I was so depressed over what happened, I just didn't want to do anything. But now, things are slowly returning to normal.

3 - The Future...

I will plan out some new tiers and opportunities for RXMAI project. These tiers will be more of "support to the creator" type of tiers than anything. I am not planning to increase base and LoRA tier prices. But I wanna give people more options to support me financially, at least till I can find another job and support myself again. This whole project was a side gig and last resort to support myself. So, to anyone who likes what I do, what I offer and prices and still continues to support me; Thank you. Your support means a lot not only to this Project's future, but to the Creator. And I am very thankful that you guys are still going strong supporting me.

I will be doing another Request post later on. I can't give the exact dates since I wanna make some LoRA's of some characters I have been noting down. But it will come. So keep that in mind!