Where the heck have I been and what is happening.

Hi everyone.

Its been a long time since I last wrote anything here.
To start off with the good news, the finals season is done. I passed one exam! I also made the above bodysuit from the new animated D-C-Movie, for a character that is known as a supergal.

And now with the bad. I now have only one last try on my American Literature 2 (1945 - contemporary), since I failed the previous try.
My brother got to a point where he's having hallucinations and false memories, spreading stories about me that are fucked up, (He's saying stuff like daily beatings), being very aggressive to the point where he's been destroying his room's furniture every single day. His fucking wardrobe is being used as punching bag, and if I confront him, he has a ''epillepsy attack'', which goes away like a miracle once I leave the room, but comes back right when I walk back in. Truly a wonder, isn't it.

I can't even use social media, because he spammed my personal profiles with death/violence threats. And the biggest 'fuck you' to me so far has been the suspisiously timed drunken rages right before an exam. Once, twice - coincidence. Six times in a row with perfect fucking accuracy, that is planned. (especially he didn't do it the single time when I didn't share the date of an exam with my grandparents. Makes you think, don't it.)

I haven't been feeling very creative. The cycle of feeling extreme rage to feeling guilt over feeling like that about a close family member is something I don't wish on anybody. Not to mention the lack of sleep overall. Especially since there was a recent case of an mentally ill person stabbing their family while they slept. I'm honestly terrified of something like that happening, I sleep with my door locked and a club next to my bed. To say my sleep is shit is downplaying it. I've become very cranky.

I also have spoken to a police officer about this, but so far there's nothing that can be done. The usual 'harmless until he does something' sadly applies, so I suppose only after something actually happens, then something can be done.

Also my go-to accountant is suffering from an long-term illness so he's not gonna be able to do my taxes! I wish him a speedy recovery, and i suppose I need to find a new one! Yay! Can't wait to explain to a person who is probably over 60 what patreon is once again. Or what internet is. I wouldn't be surprised.

As far as the future is concerned: I need the money this patreon brings. Damn anything that gets in the way. First step is to finish the set. I've been writing down some dialogue tidbits just to get started again, get in the groove, so to speak. Once that's done - which I hope to be soon - I'll have to start pre-production on a new set. Its gonna be R34, but I don't know what characters to choose yet. Let me know what do you guys think would be good character for a set that will be popular.

I will probably make a shorter, redacted version of this post, which will be public for everyone wondering where i've been these past months.