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Skylords 034

Added 2022-05-15 17:52:55 +0000 UTC

We have been dealing with a lot this past week and a half.

- Son's first pet death. Poor pet rat has been declining this last week and a half and finally came to its finality on the morning of the 13th.. Pet went comfortably in its sleep of old age.. still, hard for a 9 year old to process that their time with a loved pet is now over.
- Eye infection... My eyelids become infected ever now and again, recently with less frequency, but still a difficult thing to deal with when working on art..
- Workouts, which have been taking a toll on my body.. I gained 50 pounds over the pandemic/last two years that I have either gained back or lost 20 pounds on.. it has been a roller coaster of a journey with this issue. I recently joined a gym that I feel happy with, and confident to put the effort into, no matter how hard it seems at time.. I feel like this, along with getting rid of some bad eating habits may bring me back to what I was before, or even better with time.
- Depression.. Honestly... I have not been myself lately.. a slue of issues rising from the pandemic has lead to me not feeling as motivated to do art.. or really anything in the last year.

There is more but I will not get into it.. Either way, know I am dealing with some things both psycially and mentally, and I will get back eventually.. but please excuse my lateness in the time being.. I want to do better, and will strive to do so.. but there are some mountains to clime for me to get there.. Please allow me the ability to climb those mountains, and offer me the paitence I need to reach my goals while offering you as much as I am able.