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EP.102 Jeong Seung-ah (5) – Monumental Loss of Virginity 

In a daze, led by Hyun-woo’s hand, I collapsed onto the bed without resistance. 

The moment the soft mattress embraced my body, it felt as if the whole world was watching me from above. 

Bookshelves packed with doujinshi. 

Figures on the shelves. 

Posters of pretty boys on the wall. 

All my secret fantasies were witnessing this moment as they became reality. 

“Noona, is this your first time?” 

At some point, Hyun-woo was on top of me, gently brushing back my damp hair as he asked. 

His tone was suddenly much more intimate than before. 

First time. 

That single word scrambled my mind. 

So this is it. I’m about to give everything my first time to this boy. 

“Y-yeah…” 

The moment I answered, a rush of heat flooded my head. 

Not only was I admitting I’d never dated or been with a man at my age, but I was confessing it to this boy. It was mortifying. 

“W-what about you, Hyun-woo…?” 

“Hmm?” 

“Have you… done this before? With… anyone else?” 

“What do you mean, ‘this’? You’ll have to be specific.” 

“Hng.” 

His teasing words and the subtle touch on my lower belly made me moan helplessly. 

It was as if he knew exactly where I was sensitive. 

“S-sex! Have you done it before? With someone else…?” 

“What do you think?” 

“Ugh. I finally worked up the courage to ask…” 

My grumbling made Hyun-woo chuckle. 

“Sorry, sorry. You’re just so cute, noona. I couldn’t help teasing you.” 

“C-cute?!” 

No one had ever called me cute in my life, let alone in this situation. 

Yet my heart pounded dumbly, and my lips curled up in a foolish, uncontrollable smile. 

“Then…” 

Before I could savor the feeling, Hyun-woo’s low voice brushed my ear. 

At the same time, he pressed his body over mine, aligning himself below. 

“I’m going in, noona.” 

A strange sensation rose from my entrance, and I squeezed my eyes shut. 

Thrust. 

“Ah?!” 

A hot blade seemed to pierce through me, pain shooting through my whole body. 

“It hurts, it hurts…!” 

A place that had never been opened was being forced apart, and I reflexively pushed at Hyun-woo’s shoulders, crying out. 

In doujinshi, everyone always looked like they enjoyed their first time. 

Why hadn’t anyone said it would hurt this much? 

Tears welled up from the sharp, real pain. 

As if expecting my reaction, Hyun-woo stopped moving and whispered gently in my ear. 

“Congratulations on graduating, noona.” 

“Hng.” 

Virginity, graduation. 

So it’s true. I really gave my first time to this boy… 

“It’s okay. Just breathe. Relax. I’ll wait right here until you get used to the pain.” 

With his skillful guidance, I tried to steady my breathing. 

He kept whispering in my ear, gently squeezing my fingers, pressing my lower belly, and the sharp pain gradually dulled into a heavy heat. 

After a while, Hyun-woo asked gently, 

“Does it hurt less now?” 

“Y-yeah… it’s better than before…” 

It still hurt, but it was bearable now. 

Or maybe it wasn’t pain anymore. 

The feeling of Hyun-woo filling me, throbbing hotly, was a completely new sensation. 

“Then, do you have a position you want?” 

His quiet question made my body tremble. 

Position…? 

I wasn’t so innocent that I didn’t know what he meant. 

“Yeah. Whatever you want, I’ll do it for you.” 

At those words, a scene from a doujinshi I’d imagined for so long flashed through my mind a position I’d always wanted to try if this day ever came. 

“Then…” 

I looked into his eyes and told him, and he nodded with a smile. 

We changed positions. 

He gently sat me up, and with trembling legs, I straddled his thighs. 

As he pulled me down onto his lap, I gasped at the sensation of being filled again. 

“Hng?!” 

Right in front of me was Hyun-woo’s face, his cheeks flushed, his dark eyes focused only on me. 

“Face-to-face sitting. Is this your favorite, noona?” 

“Y-yeah… Is it weird?” 

“No, not at all.” 

He smiled reassuringly and held my waist. 

“I’m going to move now, okay?” 

Before I could answer, he started moving his hips, thrusting up into me. 

“Aah…” 

Creak♥ creak creak creak 

The sharp pain from before was gone. 

Every time his hard shaft rubbed my inner walls, a tingling pleasure shot up my spine. 

“Hyun-woo…♥ Ah♥ Aa…” 

As the pleasure steadily built, I found myself hugging the shoulders I’d tried to push away earlier. 

Watching his focused face as he moved made a strange feeling well up from my chest. 

“Mwah♥ smooch…” 

At first, our lips only brushed, but soon his tongue slipped between my lips and played inside. 

I didn’t resist; I hungrily chased after his tongue. 

“Churup…♥ Chururup♥” 

Our tongues and saliva tangled, and silvery strands dripped down onto the sheets. 

The muggy summer night air clung to my skin. 

Sweat from our bodies soaked the sheets. 

Even the sweet, salty scent of sex filled my nose. 

All my senses swirled together until my head spun. 

“Puh…” 

When our lips finally parted, I looked down at him, eyes glazed with pleasure. 

“Hyun-woo… is this a dream? Or reality? Ah♥” 

“Which would you prefer, noona?” 

“I don’t know…♥ Either is fine. As long as I can be with you like this… Ah♥” 

He seemed pleased with my answer; his eyes grew even deeper. 

His hands gripped my hips, and his thrusts from below became rougher. 

Squish♥ squish♥ squish♥ squish♥ 

“Haa, wait! Ah, ah! Wait…! If you do that, ah♥ I’ll go crazy!♥♡♥” 

“Ugh. Noona, I’m gonna cum now!” 

He growled in my ear. 

As he said it, I felt him swell inside, and then he slammed into me, pouring everything deep inside. 

Spurt♥ spurt 

“I’m cumming♥ Cumming! Haaaaang♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡” 

The hot, thick liquid filled me, and I reached a mind-blowing climax. 

My whole body shook, my vision went white. 

I don’t know how long passed. 

Completely exhausted, I lay in his arms, panting. 

“Haa♥ Haa…♥” 

The room was thick with the muggy air, our sweat, and the scent of sex. 

The messy sheets and clothes scattered on the floor were proof of how intense we’d been. 

“Noona, did you enjoy your monumental first time?” 

I nodded instead of answering. 

Just saying it was good wasn’t enough. 

It was a pleasure so intense it felt like every cell in my body had melted into a sticky puddle. 

I could still feel his presence pulsing inside, my thighs trembling with a pleasant exhaustion. 

“I’m glad.” 

“Hyun-woo, did you… like it?” 

I mumbled into his chest. 

“Did you… like having sex with someone like me?” 

Why did I say something so stupid? 

I’d just felt so good, but I couldn’t help it. 

The more I held him, the more pathetic I felt. 

He probably wasn’t a beginner. 

His skillful movements, his confident lead  

He must have had a lot of experience. 

I had no proof, but I could feel it a woman’s intuition. 

How boring must a novice like me be for someone like him? 

Hyun-woo gently pulled away and looked me in the eyes. 

“Why would you say that?” 

There was no mockery or ridicule in his face just pure curiosity, which somehow hurt even more. 

“Why…? Well…” 

I looked away, mumbling. 

“You like girls like Moka. Confident, lively, who make everyone laugh. Not someone gloomy and pathetic like me…” 

My own words stabbed into my chest. Yeah, I wasn’t Moka. 

I was just Jeong Seung-ah, hiding in Moka’s shadow, lacking confidence and charm. 

Hyun-woo asked again, 

“Is it really so important that you’re different from Moka?” 

“Y-yes! At least to me…” 

“Because you’re Moka?” 

His sudden, explosive question made my heart stop. 

“W-what are you talking about?! There’s no way I’m Moka!” 

But my voice trembled, my gaze lost in the air. 

Hyun-woo just laughed. 

“Why are you laughing!?” 

“I just thought you’re a terrible liar, noona.” 

He calmly started listing the evidence. 

“The first time I came over, Moka suddenly posted a notice she was sick and skipping her stream.” 

“T-that’s just a coincidence! Schedules overlap all the time!” 

“Really? Then why do you get so flustered and stutter whenever I mention Moka?” 

“Uh… That’s because I’m a huge fan! Of course I get excited talking about my idol!” 

Even I knew how flimsy that sounded, but I had nothing else. 

Hyun-woo ignored it and continued. 

“And the clincher ” 

He nodded toward my bedroom door. 

Right on cue, Mochi meowed outside. 

“Mochi. Your cat’s name is Mochi, right? The same name and meow I heard on Moka’s streams. Is that a coincidence too?” 

“Ugh?!” 

“And your reaction now is exactly what someone who’s been caught would do.” 

His final blow left me defeated. 

Realizing how sloppy I’d been made me feel even more miserable. 

“Haaa.” 

Resigned, I confessed. 

“…Yeah. I’m Moka.” 

The moment I said it, it felt like the world ended. 

Now that my secret was out, how much would he hate me? 

Tears welled up in my eyes and I couldn’t look at him. 

“Are you disappointed? You must be. I’m nothing like my streaming persona… not even pretty…” 

I’d just revealed my biggest secret to a boy I’d only met yesterday. 

It was even more shocking than losing my virginity to him. 

But what I heard next wasn’t ridicule or scorn. 

“Look at me, noona.” 

At his gentle voice, I reluctantly looked up. 

There was no disappointment in his dark eyes. 

He cupped my cheek, wiping away my tears. 

“I like the confident Moka who leads everyone on stream.” 

“…” 

“And I like the Jeong Seung-ah who gets flustered, doesn’t know what to do, and cries in front of me.” 

“…Huh?” 

“They’re both you. That makes it even better. I’m the only one in the world who gets to see this side of you.” 

At that moment, all my anxiety melted away. 

He wasn’t disappointed. 

He didn’t hate me. 

Even after seeing my ugliest side, he said he liked me more. 

“Really… you don’t mind?” 

“Of course. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t have done any of this with you.” 

Relief washed over me. 

How likely is it that someone you met yesterday would accept everything about you? 

This really was fate. 

Just then, I felt him swelling inside me again. 

Even after cumming twice, he was still so full of energy. 

“Should we sleep? You must be tired after your first time.” 

As Hyun-woo started to pull out, I panicked. 

I was afraid this dream, this happiness, would end. 

Almost instinctively, I wrapped my legs around his waist. 

“Noona?” 

“More. Do it again.” 

I looked straight into his eyes and whispered my desire. 

I didn’t want to let him go. 

He was the only one who truly accepted me. 

I never wanted him to leave my side.