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EP.176 I Will Definitely Tear Them Apart and Kill Them (4)

The world inside me comes crashing down.

Is this really reality?

That it was Jinwoo who did all of this 

who made the world like this,

who founded a strange religion and bewitched people,

that everything from start to finish was all Jinwoo’s doing.

A whirlwind of emotions emptiness, anger, and betrayal 

all mixed together, feelings I’d never experienced before.

“Why... why did you do all this?”

“Do you really need to ask?”

“Ugh♥!”

Jinwoo wore a sly smile as he trampled the fallen woman like trash.

But the woman being trampled didn’t seem displeased.

On the contrary, she was busy gasping for breath, enjoying the situation.

“I wanted a world like this. Huhuhu.”

Jinwoo laughed wickedly, like a villain from a comic.

Something was seriously wrong.

My brain refused to comprehend the sight of common sense collapsing.

I kept wishing and wishing it was all a dream.

But even that hope was crushed by the fishy smell stinging my nose,

forcing me to accept the reality before my eyes.

“You weren’t like this. So why...”

“Maria.”

Jinwoo’s smile faded as he strode over.

We’d known each other since we were kids,

went to the same high school.

But now, Jinwoo felt like a stranger I was meeting for the first time.

“Our relationship really was long.”

“Y-yeah. We’ve known each other since we were five.”

As a child, I moved all the time because of my parents’ work.

It was the first time I’d lived in one place for over three years 

and that place was right next door to Jinwoo.

I had no friends when I first moved in.

My white hair made me an outcast.

The one who approached me was none other than Jinwoo.

 “You’re so pretty! You really look like a princess!”

It was the first pure compliment I’d ever heard.

For someone like me, worn down by wandering and rejection,

it was nothing short of salvation.

After that day,

I spent more and more time with Jinwoo,

and through him, I could get along with other kids.

If Jinwoo hadn’t reached out,

if I hadn’t moved in next door,

I can’t even imagine what my life would be like now.

“But it was only long. Our relationship was as shallow as a puddle, wasn’t it?”

“Our relationship was shallow? No way...!”

“Do you really believe that?”

“.........”

I couldn’t answer his last question.

Yes, even though Jinwoo had helped me,

at some point our relationship grew distant.

We ended up living like strangers.

But... but it wasn’t because I hated Jinwoo!

“I didn’t want to get in your way. You were always studying, even in your free time.”

I knew it.

I was never someone who could help Jinwoo.

If anything, I was a hindrance.

I couldn’t study with him or stay by his side for long.

People would gather around me,

and it would disrupt his studying more than once.

And yet, I wasn’t honest and always acted coldly.

I only kept my distance so I wouldn’t get in the way.

“So you kept ignoring me?”

“I’m sorry...”

Back then, I didn’t know what to do.

When I was near him, I always wanted to cling to him,

to talk and play like we used to.

But I didn’t want to be a bother, so I deliberately ignored Jinwoo.

Yes, that was wrong.

There must have been a better way.

It was the worst way to hurt Jinwoo.

“Then what about that time after school when you all mocked me together?”

“T-that...! That was...”

I still remember it.

Swept up in the mood, I ended up mocking Jinwoo that day.

He wasn’t there, so I said things I didn’t mean.

But someone overheard from outside the classroom.

I chased after them into the hallway, but no one was there.

Only a keychain, probably Jinwoo’s, lay alone on the floor.

“I’m sorry... really... really sorry...”

The feelings I’d kept inside all this time

started to flow down my cheeks, drop by drop.

Maybe I should have helped Jinwoo instead of keeping my distance.

Maybe if I hadn’t gone along with the crowd and defended Jinwoo,

our relationship wouldn’t have fallen apart.

“Please, let’s stop this here. I’ll do anything.”

“Oh? Anything?”

“Hngh!”

Suddenly, he grabbed my chest, making me flinch.

It was definitely Jinwoo’s touch,

but it was so cold, like ice, I wanted to escape immediately.

“I have so much sexual desire now. You alone can’t satisfy me.”

“It’s fine. This all happened because of my mistake.”

It was me who broke Jinwoo.

So the one who should suffer isn’t the world,

but me.

If I can fix my mistake even now,

I’m ready to sacrifice myself.

“Do whatever you want with me. So please, the world...”

“Jinwoo! Are you done playing the villain...?”

“...Playing the villain?”

A woman suddenly popped up beside us.

She had striking pink hair, but

what caught my attention was the word she used.

Jinwoo had already turned away,

and as he slowly let go of my chest,

the woman asked,

“My little dummy, can you explain what’s going on here?”

“Well, um...”

The creepy voice was gone,

and Jinwoo mumbled in the nerdy tone I remembered.

The woman must have sensed something was off,

because she quietly returned to the next room.

Ha, now we were alone.

Alright, from now on,

you’re going to tell me everything, from start to finish.

If you don’t, I’ll break your thing right now!!!

“So it wasn’t you who made the world this way?”

“Yeah, that’s right.”

After threatening him, I finally got the whole story.

It wasn’t Jinwoo who changed the world like this,

but the now-dead director of the Ero Bureau.

They’re in the middle of a war to claim the next director’s seat.

Alright, I can accept that.

It wasn’t Jinwoo’s wish that changed the world.

There’s a plausible reason, so I can let it go.

But why!

“Why did you do all this!”

Jinwoo gave an awkward laugh at my angry voice.

He tried to explain himself.

“You know how crazy the world is now. I just wanted you to get used to it quickly, so I used shock therapy...”

“Do you really think that makes sense?”

“Yeah, maybe that was a bit much?”

Unbelievable.

Does he think just saying it makes it okay?

Does he know how many times I was terrified getting here?

And then there’s Lee Sora.

Just thinking about what she did to me still gives me chills.

Jinwoo tried to excuse it as Sora going out of control,

but it’s his fault for causing all this in the first place.

Still, he did show some remorse,

and it seemed like he had his reasons, so maybe I’ll let it slide.

‘I still don’t really know what this common sense alteration is.’

People accepting weird things as normal 

that must be the common sense alteration.

It’s amazing that such a thing is even possible.

But what’s even more amazing is how quickly Jinwoo adapted.

Just a few months ago, Jinwoo was no different from anyone else under the alteration.

But after being chosen as a director candidate, he came to his senses,

and quickly adapted to the changing world.

“It’s crazy. What are you going to do if you keep living like this? What if they tell you to sleep with your family?”

“.........”

“...You wouldn’t, right?”

Jinwoo turned his head at my words.

I hoped he was joking, but sadly, it didn’t seem like it.

Why did he change so much in such a short time?

If you were going to bring me back to my senses,

couldn’t you have done it sooner?

“No, I only figured out how recently...”

“Really?”

“Really. I swear on my life.”

It’s suspicious, but

if he says it like that, he can’t be lying.

He even turned down better rewards

to bring me back to my senses, and just thinking about it makes me smile.

“Here you go.”

“Oh, thank you.”

A maid carefully set a teacup in front of me.

It was the same woman Jinwoo had treated roughly earlier.

Jinwoo said she was a hardcore masochist and liked being treated that way.

It’s hard to believe someone so beautiful is a masochist.

I’m pretty good-looking myself,

but she was so beautiful even I admired her.

And yet, being a masochist wasn’t enough she was an onahole too.

I really don’t understand how the world ended up like this.

“Oh, right. So who took my virginity?”

“I don’t know either.”

Jinwoo didn’t know everything either,

shrugging his shoulders and honestly admitting he didn’t know.

So who the hell took my virginity?

“...Doesn’t it bother you? That someone else took my virginity.”

“Well, I was curious sometimes.”

Jinwoo answered while drinking the cola the maid brought.

“But that’s not what matters. What matters is who you’ll be with from now on, right?”

“Hoh, not bad for a dummy.”

When I was under the common sense alteration,

he barged into my house and caused a scene.

He ignored all the minor issues and spent three days straight in bed with me.

‘No wonder just seeing a dildo gets my body hot.’

That dildo Sora showed me was modeled after Jinwoo’s cock.

My body recognized the original of the dildo

and got excited as if it had met its true owner.

How many times did I take that huge thing inside me?

Past me was more impressive than I thought.

“Fine, but you do know who your first was, right?”

“Uh, well...”

My own virginity might be a mystery,

but I’ll at least find out who Jinwoo’s first was.

Luckily, Jinwoo seemed to know,

but he looked troubled and couldn’t answer.

“Wait!”

Suddenly, a woman barged in between us.

It was the woman who interrupted Jinwoo’s plan earlier

and quietly went back to the next room.

Looking closely, she seemed familiar.

“S-Sena? Why are you here...!”

“Well, I’m Jinwoo’s onahole. Of course I’m here.”

Sena puffed out her chest with pride.

The idol who once ruled the world is Jinwoo’s onahole?

How many times does this world have to shock me before it stops?

Before I could recover, she dropped another bombshell.

“You didn’t take Jinwoo’s virginity. It was me! Cheon Yumi took it!”

“What the fuck did you just say?”

I couldn’t help but curse.

Did she just say she took Jinwoo’s virginity?

“Want me to say it again? You’re the loser. I’m the winner. Got it?”

“Who said this was a contest?”

She keeps talking nonsense just because I’m letting her.

Who says I’m the loser? Like I’d ever admit that!

“My little dummy, is what she said true?”

“I don’t really remember since I was under the common sense alteration, but she says she kidnapped me.”

“Hah...!”

So that’s it.

She kidnapped and raped him, and now she’s acting all high and mighty?

I’m too stunned for words.

“I don’t know how great you think you are, but if you keep this up, Jinwoo might end up hating you.”

“That’s fine. I’ve already been forgiven.”

“.........”

“.........”

We glared at each other,

and without saying a word, moved closer.

Our chests, now larger, pressed together,

but neither of us cared as we stared each other down.

“I know the Jinwoo you don’t know.”

“I don’t care. I’ll just get to know him more.”

She thinks she’s won, but

I’ve been his childhood friend for over ten years.

Does she really think a few months is enough to beat me?

Tension filled the air, ready to explode at any moment.

The first to move was Jinwoo, who’d been watching.

“That’s enough.”

“Ugh! What is this!”

“J-Jinwoo...”

Suddenly, we were pulled apart by invisible hands.

Jinwoo stepped between us with a deep sigh.

“Don’t fight over my first time.”

“She started it!”

“Jinwoo, watch me. I’ll prove I’m the right woman for you!”

But the fight showed no sign of cooling down.

Jinwoo seemed to give up,

shaking his head and taking drastic action.

“Go to your own rooms and cool off. We’ll talk when you’ve calmed down.”

“But she started it!”

“Hehe, serves you right.”

“...Yumi, you too. You’re getting your own room tonight.”

“No!!! Please don’t abandon me!!!”

So I was shown to a room.

It must have cost a lot, because it was almost as big as a living room.

Even the furniture looked expensive.

It really felt like I’d entered a rich person’s house.

“Ugh.”

I threw my exhausted body onto the bed.

The soft mattress embraced me gently.

This bed is great. Worth every penny.

“...Sigh. The more I think about it, the angrier I get.”

Cheon Yumi, was it?

Unlike me, she didn’t fall under the common sense alteration.

She committed all kinds of crimes against Jinwoo.

I lost my temper and attacked her,

but as Jinwoo said, fighting won’t do any good.

We’ll be living together from now on.

We can’t fight every time we see each other.

If we do, Jinwoo will just suffer.

She probably doesn’t want that either.

‘Whatever. I don’t want to think about anything complicated right now.’

So much has happened that my brain is at its limit and needs rest.

As I relaxed into the soft bed, my eyelids slowly closed.

Darkness fell, and my consciousness drifted down.

...

......

‘I have to get to Jinwoo soon...’

When was it?

Suddenly, people started acting strange.

Every man I met foamed at the mouth and tried to rape me.

Luckily, I’d learned self-defense,

so I was never raped.

I barely managed to make it safely to Jinwoo’s house.

‘First, I need to check if Jinwoo is okay...’

“Huff! Huff! Pussy... pussy!”

“.........”

I turned my head and saw Jinwoo, no different from everyone else,

coming at me like a madman.

His pants and underwear were nowhere to be seen.

His cock was rock hard, swinging wildly.

‘So Jinwoo ended up like this too...’

But maybe it was for the best.

At least I didn’t lose my virginity to someone else.

At least I could give it to the one I love.

I was startled and pushed Jinwoo away at first,

but then I slowly relaxed and accepted him.

“Pussy!”

“Mmngh♡!”

Thrust!

With the pain of my hymen tearing, he entered me.

His violent thrusts followed.

Jinwoo’s cock stirred me up inside over and over.

The world had gone crazy,

and people had lost their minds,

but at least I gave my love wholeheartedly.

“Jinwoo... I love you...”

“Ugh!”

Viewww! Splurt! Splurt!

With my first confession, my womb was filled with thick semen.

...

......

“.........”

Suddenly, I woke from the dream and stared blankly at the ceiling.

Was that really a dream?

It was so vivid, I was sure it wasn’t just a dream.

‘No doubt about it. That was a memory from before the common sense alteration.’

Before I could even be surprised that my pre-alteration memories had returned,

a triumphant smile crept onto my lips.

“What the so I won after all?”

Jinwoo’s virginity?

I was the one who took it!

Tomorrow, I’ll tell that woman.

It wasn’t you who took his virginity it was me.