Vent (Life update ig)
Added 2023-09-21 08:56:20 +0000 UTCYesterday night I was depresso espresso (complicated reasons), i bawled my eyes out for like 3 hours and got high in the sky to chill tf out, and today i barely can see anything, my face's so puffy lmao
i feel like a phoque lol, but i feel a tiny bit better today atleast
the situations where you blame yourself for everything are the worst - and when you think of it, you're actually blaming the child version of you too.
And somehow, even though you feel like shit, you wouldn't want to blame a child that's just curious of the world and had never any intentions of harm. And then you kind of feel better - even though you know something's totally your fault, you don't blame yourself too much after thinking this way.
It's calming. I guess it's a way of protecting yourself while hating yourself meantime.
i guess you can call it a life update, just wanted to vent ig
im such a philosoph lol
anyways im starting another comm today, ahri nsfw should be out tomorrow and ill tryna manage finish the comm within those 3 days
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Or to be the one to save the child version of you. At the end of the day, we became the person who our child self needed the most back then.
Lirenya
2023-09-21 21:03:52 +0000 UTCDamn this resonates deep with Me. I often wish I could go back in the past as my child self but with my adult mentality of now and βfixβ certain situations I absolutely bombed. Hope you feel better philosopher Lirenya ππ»
Noctis Lucis
2023-09-21 19:12:12 +0000 UTC
